<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208</id><updated>2011-04-21T11:43:21.461-07:00</updated><title type='text'>DEAD.</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><link rel='next' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default?start-index=101&amp;max-results=100'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>190</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113721501867886659</id><published>2006-01-14T13:01:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:39.254-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>PLEASE RELINK ME DARLINGS! I'M USING THIS BLOG NO MORE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://femmedesires-.blogspot.com/"&gt;CLICK HERE.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113721501867886659?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113721501867886659/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113721501867886659' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113721501867886659'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113721501867886659'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2006/01/please-relink-me-darlings-im-using.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113721261799252085</id><published>2006-01-13T23:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:39.150-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Sorry for not blogging for a long long time! hah, and my apologies to certain ppl for not coming online for some time. hee. I was like busy with schoolwork and stuffs la, so.. sorry lor. hah. ohwells, i'm already marked as playing truancy once this year! rarr, like wth. She still claims that she's giving me another chance. *sighs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, i dont like the new sitting arrangement! I dont care! I'm changing places with WenYa la. hah. ohwells, God bless everyone. =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113721261799252085?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113721261799252085/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113721261799252085' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113721261799252085'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113721261799252085'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2006/01/sorry-for-not-blogging-for-long-long.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113689667320951440</id><published>2006-01-10T20:39:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:39.059-08:00</updated><title type='text'>sec3 adventure camp + macs chalet</title><content type='html'>Sec Three Adventure Camp has ended!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day One o6o1o6&lt;br /&gt;Assembled and everything. Proceeded to Changi Coast Campsite right after that. hah, I swear I was pissed off by the guys in my class at that time. hmm, did certain activities la. First night of bonding and stuffs! Rarr, we were spending alot of time thinking of cheers, tgt with Phebe and Brenda.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day Two o7o1o6&lt;br /&gt;The bunk was super cold.! And I swear I heard YiYuan singing below our bunk. WTH. hmm, had water activities like kayaking and rafting. Rarr, sunburnt! The colour contrast is super gross la. Urgh. Thought of our cheer already! hee. and it's so so so super nice la! I love Mitchell sia! hah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day Three o8o1o6&lt;br /&gt;It was actually raining while we were sleeping! And unfortunately, it continued for the whole day, and all the activities were all cancelled. hah, so we did bonding stuffs and everything. The best part was joining with other classes and cheering with yet another group of classes, tgt with the HPTs. hee. That was so so so fun! =))) It was campfire night! LOL, super super super high. hah, certainly enjoyed myself a hell lot.!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day Four o9o1o6&lt;br /&gt;Nothing much! Agape won the champion, and we went straight back to school after everything. Took a cab home with WenJia and Felicia. hee. Home Sweet Home!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Macs Chalet o9o1o6&lt;br /&gt;Rarr, Wenjia came to my hse after leaving her stuffs at her home. Slacked at my place for some time, then went to NorthPoint for lunch. Rarr, went home and prepared for Macs Chalet. It was a last minute decision la. Ayes, i'm like so super tired. hah. Took a cab there, and met ppl like Kent, Jolyn, YongShun, ZhiWei, Sheena, ShiYing and some other ppl there. hmm, during my one-night-stay there, something happened la. But wells, I really wish she would forgive him. =))) Didnt have anything for dinner except like one or two nuggets. Had no appetite la. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1oo1o6&lt;br /&gt;Didnt have breakfast or lunch also! hee, really really had no appetite la. hmm, that stupid Jolyn was like a dead log la. Rarr, she's so piggy-ish. =x hah. Went home with three other ppl on a cab. Had some sleep la. Omg, it was such a long weekend. *sighs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lessons resuming tmr. Ayes, another long day tmr! ohwells, seeyaa guys then. =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113689667320951440?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113689667320951440/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113689667320951440' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113689667320951440'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113689667320951440'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2006/01/sec3-adventure-camp-macs-chalet.html' title='sec3 adventure camp + macs chalet'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113636401593860931</id><published>2006-01-04T16:41:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.944-08:00</updated><title type='text'>2nd day of sch</title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY EEHUI!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay! It's the second day of school, and i'm still very not satisfied with my new class. Alright, for a start, I'm in 3humility; it's a literature class la huh. hmm, but sad to say, you can really tell it's an express class because.. hahah. ohwells, but of course there are fun ppl around too! =))) But they're so into HPT, and i cant understand whatever they're talking about. *rarr. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hah, ohwells. I'm VERY AFRAID of losing WenJia and Felicia since they're in a different class! It's like, they can wait for me outside my classroom and go down for recess or lunch together, but how long will it last? Rarr, I would wish that would be forever la. And I can go to their class to create havoc during recess, but will I be sick of that after some time? Ayes, I just wish that wouldnt happen! hee. Rarr, I better dont think so much. I just wish things will stay like that! =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rarr, Sec3 adventure camp's on this Friday. And Joyce, Angelyn, JinShi and Kezia are all gonna have their HPT duties. hah, pathetic me eh? Urgh! =((&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113636401593860931?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113636401593860931/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113636401593860931' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113636401593860931'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113636401593860931'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2006/01/2nd-day-of-sch.html' title='2nd day of sch'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113611069467557736</id><published>2006-01-01T18:20:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.826-08:00</updated><title type='text'>HAPPY 2oo6!</title><content type='html'>Happy 2006 everyone! =))) It's been a long long day for me! But wells, i was contented already! Cos WenJia, Gibson, Jolyn and Russel came over to ton! hee, ohwells, we started out playing mahjong actually, but we were too bored at the same old game all the time. hah, so wells, we starting chatting! Talking about ghost stories and stuffs. hee, it was so fun scaring Jolyn! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmms, we chatted from the room to the kitchen, and stayed there till daybreak. LOL, it's weird huh. hah, but it was really nice la. =))) hmm, didnt really sleep much la. I slept at around 1010 and woke up at around 1050? hahah, WTH. But i aint really THAT tired now though! hee. Felicia came over at around 1300 today, and WenJia, she and I had another few rounds of mahjong again! rarr, i'm tired of losing! hahah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways, i officially declare that Jolyn has lost another thing AGAIN. hah, how careless can she be la huh? rarr. ohwells, Happy New Year anyway! School's starting in two days' time! hee, catch ya ppl around in school then! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113611069467557736?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113611069467557736/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113611069467557736' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113611069467557736'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113611069467557736'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2006/01/happy-2oo6.html' title='HAPPY 2oo6!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113601273691020692</id><published>2005-12-31T15:05:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.741-08:00</updated><title type='text'>LAST DAY OF 2005</title><content type='html'>It's the last day of year 2005! hah, it's been a wonderful year la, and also my last year with 2endurance. RARR, and i'm actually counting down to the end of all these tonight. *sighs. ohwells, it'll be a brand new year ahead la!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;MY NEW YEAR WISH(ES)!&lt;/strong&gt; hah.&lt;br /&gt;#o1. Better guitar skills! (there's always room for improvement. hah)&lt;br /&gt;#o2. Work hard for school! (i believe i can hor! LOL)&lt;br /&gt;#o3. Save my broken friendships. (it's saddening la okay.)&lt;br /&gt;#o4. I dont wanna get parted with Felicia and WenJia! (they're so very important to me!)&lt;br /&gt;#o5. BLAHBLAHBLAH. (whatever wishes i'll have. hah)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday, 30th Dec.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woohoos! Last jamming of the year. (LOL). met at around 2015 and went straight to the jamming studio. hee, PROs were ahead of us, and they were like so cool can! I LOVELOVE THE LEAD GUITARIST! haha. anyways, we jammed certain songs, and i've never enjoyed jamming as much as i did! We were laughing our asses off at LipKai! He was CRAZY can! hahaha. and we made certain songs Heavy Metal, WE WERE CRAZY LA! hahaa. I SO LOVE LOC! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113601273691020692?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113601273691020692/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113601273691020692' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113601273691020692'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113601273691020692'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/last-day-of-2005.html' title='LAST DAY OF 2005'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113592441854942174</id><published>2005-12-30T14:33:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.649-08:00</updated><title type='text'>swee lee sales!</title><content type='html'>I finally got myself an electric guitar! hah, plus an amplifier, a digital tuner and some other accessories la. hah, i just need a distortion right now! hmms, but wells, at least i got an electric already. hee. Spent a hell lot ytd, and i declare my bank acc EMPTY. rarr!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Felicia's coming back today i think? hee. and we're finally going jamming tonight! hah, havent really been polishing my skills nowadays, so i dont really know what it would be like later. RARR, disaster. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alrights, i'll be meeting my new classmates in four days' time. hah, but would i be in 3grace or 3humility? ayes, hopefully i dont have to climb four storeys to reach my classroom next year la. hee, ohwells. Cheerios. =D&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113592441854942174?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113592441854942174/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113592441854942174' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113592441854942174'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113592441854942174'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/swee-lee-sales.html' title='swee lee sales!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113583460417623749</id><published>2005-12-29T13:38:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.566-08:00</updated><title type='text'>UPDATES</title><content type='html'>I'm blogging in cos KEZIA asked me to update more often. haha. hmm, Felicia's still at her camp, coming back tmr i think? LOL. It's kinda boring without her actually. hmm, WenJia came over for mahjong ytd. hah, and because that stupid Jolyn didnt come in the end, we actually played a two-ppl mahjong. *sighs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, i went with LipKai to Esplanade for Sonny's performance AGAIN the day before. and AGAIN, it RAINED! and the performance was CANCELLED AGAIN. rarr, how unlucky can we get? went to suntec for dinner in the end, and saw YiHuan, Eileen and XueNa working at Macs on the way. hah, then LipKai went kbox with his frens, and i went home. (he pangsehed! LOL)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;School's reopening in FIVE days time. ohmans, i havent had enough of holidays yet! and i heard the sec3 adventure camp would be on the 6th of Jan. WTH. everything's such a rush, and i aint even prepared for anything. I DONT WANT SCHOOL TO START!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113583460417623749?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113583460417623749/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113583460417623749' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113583460417623749'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113583460417623749'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/updates.html' title='UPDATES'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113565869966359183</id><published>2005-12-27T12:46:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.468-08:00</updated><title type='text'>finally</title><content type='html'>Alright! I finally got back this stupid connection for after like more than a week. Damn, it was torturing la. anyways, i've got a hell lot to pour out, so bear with me! =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ohwells, it's been 4 working days at Macs. haha. It's darn tiring la, but wells, i'm learning till the end! hmms. had some catching up with LOC (oh eehui, I MISS YOU!) yesterday night. had planned to go longbar after Sonny's performance, but both were fcuking cancelled la. So we had this girls' talk all through the night at Esplanade and Singapore River. hee, it's a nice feeling. =)) poured out alot alot ytd to them, and really felt so much better. hah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;School's reopening soon! *sighs. New classmates and stuffs, there'll be alot to get used to. and lessons without my darlings would be BORING! =((&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113565869966359183?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113565869966359183/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113565869966359183' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113565869966359183'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113565869966359183'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/finally.html' title='finally'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113470631047686262</id><published>2005-12-16T12:12:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.377-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hee. havent blogged for a long time. but didnt really do much these few days though. haha. slacked at home for quite some time too. hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14th Dec.&lt;br /&gt;went to town (finally!) with Felicia. haha. couldnt reject her cos i wanted to go town badly too! hmms, shopped for less than a few hours, then i had to rush for lessons. LOL. when i reached there it was like left with only 40mins of lessons la.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15th Dec.&lt;br /&gt;started work at 11am. did bloody lobby again. but i think Catherine told me that it was my last day of lobby la. hee. =))) saw Joey and gang again. hmms, my legs were aching when i came home la. haha. RARRS. ohwells, Catherine asked me to go Admiralty with Kent to take sth. lol. he preached me alot on the way. hahaha. i think i'm working this Sunday again. *sighs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways i wanna play mahjong! ayes, everyone's going m'sia la. I cant even jam. LOL. cheerios. =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113470631047686262?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113470631047686262/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113470631047686262' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113470631047686262'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113470631047686262'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/hee_16.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113419850623333078</id><published>2005-12-10T15:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.279-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>hee. i've just finished The Curious Incident! haha. ohwells, i have nothing better to do anyway! you dont usually see me holding a book huh. LOL. hmms, bought my Sec3 books yesterday. hahaa, it was darn heavy, so we took a cab back. hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still dont know when i'll be working again! ayes, might be playing mahjong tmr at my place, but wells, nothing's confirmed yet! ohwells, there's nothing really to blog about la. hahaa. cheerios.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113419850623333078?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113419850623333078/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113419850623333078' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113419850623333078'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113419850623333078'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/hee.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113396950213507210</id><published>2005-12-07T23:32:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.193-08:00</updated><title type='text'>typhoid</title><content type='html'>Had my vaccination already. LOL, it still hurts now la. and i'm wondering how i'm supposed to carry all those heavy books from school back home tmr! *sighs. hmms, had guitar lesson today. hee, Sonny taught us the intro of Sweet Child O'Mine (again). LOL, and he showed us the lead part. it's like omg can! hahaa. he gave me motivation again! hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, talking about guitars! RARRS! I almost had an electric guitar FOC can! grrs, Jeremy actually intended to give me his favourite white electric guitar, when his dad (uncle ben) said, "haha. wah, give arh? cannot la, must charge la. that's 3 or 4 hundred plus y'knw!" grrs. like he cant afford liddat la! ohwells, forget it la. tried my first on this $1550 Gibson electric today. damn, it so totally rawked can! ayes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways my dad says he'll try to book the flight la. means i'll only have very little chance of going lor! rarrs, he always doesnt mean what he say la. ayes, but even if i'm going, it'll most probably be on the 18th or 19th, cos he's going back to Bangkok on that day. hee, hopefully i can be back in time for Sonny's christmas performance! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113396950213507210?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113396950213507210/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113396950213507210' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113396950213507210'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113396950213507210'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/typhoid.html' title='typhoid'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113393147066437750</id><published>2005-12-07T13:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:38.082-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Steamboat!</title><content type='html'>hee, i'm still missing the steamboat trip ytd! LOL, Felicia was super funny, haha. *sighs, but we wouldnt be in the same class for the next two years, RARRS!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jolyn's at her camp right now, and i cant ask her about work for another few more days. Ayes, dont really know what time i'm supposed to go for work tmr la! hmms, going for the injection later. WTH, injections again! grrs, and there's still so many things not done yet. It's simply a hassle la.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmms, i just hope everything would be alright! =))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113393147066437750?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113393147066437750/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113393147066437750' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113393147066437750'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113393147066437750'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/steamboat.html' title='Steamboat!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113385338619605719</id><published>2005-12-06T15:17:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.950-08:00</updated><title type='text'>first day of work</title><content type='html'>BLAHS, i'm like super tired now la, cos i didnt really sleep much cos of certain stuffs. haha. ohwells, at least it's sunshine after rain right now! =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmms, it's the first day of my work. LOL. things didnt really go well this morning. First my shoes were too large, and i had to really tighten the shoelaces. Then as i did that, my thumbnail broke. WAH! IT'S SUPER AWFUL NOW LA! *sighs, talking about nails, i've gotta part with them really soon. *sniffs. hmms, then i missed the bus, and i was late for work. RARRS! but luckily Catherine didnt realise la. hahahaha. =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ohwells, did lobby work today. damn sian can. there was hardly any customers la, and i was like slacking in the toilet all the time. LOL. ayes, have to go for the injection quickly, i dont wanna be stucked with lobby work all the time! hee. After work ShiYing helped me prepare my lunch and i had them at the back. BLAHS, i was too full can. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Felicia came to look for me. wahs, so touched. LOL. anyways, i'm officially employed le! hehe. but i've gotta sacrifice alot of time already, cos i'm working 4 days a week. Except for sundays, i'm working in the afternoon, and on sundays, i'm working at night. RARRS. POOR ME! LOL. hahaa. going for steamboat tonight. hopefully it wouldnt be cancelled! please! =))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113385338619605719?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113385338619605719/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113385338619605719' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113385338619605719'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113385338619605719'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/first-day-of-work.html' title='first day of work'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113379274265142400</id><published>2005-12-05T22:26:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.867-08:00</updated><title type='text'>happy day</title><content type='html'>wahahas. i'm so happy today! lalala. finally went for swimming already. hee, i just feel best when i'm with my dearest darlings. =))) hmms, my dear mum bought me this pair of black shoes for my work. haha, and now i'm just afraid that i wouldnt be hired. BLAHS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;going for steamboat tmr. hee. i'm just so happy can! lalalas. First day of work tmr, haha. good luck to me ehh! ohwells, what should i do on wednesday? LOL. ohwells! hee. ayes, i've gotta treat wenjia to the drink i promised tmr. RARRS. hahahaa.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113379274265142400?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113379274265142400/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113379274265142400' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113379274265142400'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113379274265142400'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/happy-day.html' title='happy day'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113366540226219621</id><published>2005-12-04T11:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.658-08:00</updated><title type='text'>overnight mahjong</title><content type='html'>haas, i finally had a good night sleep. ayes, they came over to my house for mahjong on Friday night. haha, played for awhile, then changed to poker cards. ohwells, we slept at around 6 or 7 in the morning? LOL. before CH came, i kept losing! it was like, we've played so many rounds and i havent even won a single round. but after he came, Jolyn stopped winning already! LOL, and my luck started to change la. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so wells, i was the big winner yesterday again! lalala. hee. =)) but aiyahs, my mum says it's just for fun la. LOL. hmms, they left at around 1900+ yesterday. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ohwells, before all that, we went to Queensway and Bugis to shop. hahaa, bought so many things. wahahahs, man zai er gui. LOL. ayes, still have to go for band practice later. DAMN LA.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113366540226219621?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113366540226219621/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113366540226219621' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113366540226219621'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113366540226219621'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/overnight-mahjong.html' title='overnight mahjong'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113349657008918779</id><published>2005-12-02T12:10:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.568-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i swear i'm pissed</title><content type='html'>AYES! I didnt go out yesterday in the end! *sighs. planned to go shopping actually, but WenJia says she doesnt wanna go shopping for two consecutive days. then we thought of coming to my house for mahjong, but it was cancelled anyway. ohwells, i guess God's trying to give me a break? =))) Going to Queensway for my racerbacks and trackpants afterwards, and hopefully it wouldnt be cancelled again. cos i really need those for my dance lessons after that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alrights, i admit i'm kinda disappointed that the meet-ups keep getting cancelled, but what can i do? ayes, like i said, God might be giving me a break. BLAHS, what's done cannot be undone la. LOL. ohwells, i'm looking forward to my first day of work! hee. and the HPT camp is ending tmr! =))) hopefully things will get better. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, WenJia says she can play mahjong overnight today. but nothing's confirmed though, hee. ohwells, tmr will be better! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113349657008918779?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113349657008918779/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113349657008918779' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113349657008918779'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113349657008918779'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/i-swear-im-pissed.html' title='i swear i&apos;m pissed'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113341107826049691</id><published>2005-12-01T12:25:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.494-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>LOL. i'm munching on my lunch right now. aww, and guess what? it's just a bread! hahaha, ohwells, cant seem to be able to stuff anything more inside, so wells, forget it. lol. ayes, Felicia and Jolyn came over for mahjong yesterday. wahahas, i'm the big winner! but didnt win much also la, like, 30cents? LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 more days to 1st day of work. haas, hopefully everything would be alright lor. hmms, havent started on my holiday assignments yet, can i not do them? LOL. i'm simply too lazy to do schoolwork la, and two months of holidays aint very long leh. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, how's the LOC chalet thing going? ayes, i'll try to confirm the date i'll be leaving la, haha. but it's december now already! ohwells, nevermind. hahaha. calculated the days i'll be free during december with Felicia yesterday while waiting for Jolyn. woah, i sure am busy ehh! haha, would be going out later with Felicia and WenJia. going out tmr with Jolyn to Queensway, then going dancing straight after that. wahahas, shopping shopping and shopping! RARRS, i'm outta cash already la!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113341107826049691?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113341107826049691/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113341107826049691' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113341107826049691'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113341107826049691'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/12/lol.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113332736806082099</id><published>2005-11-29T21:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.399-08:00</updated><title type='text'>blahs !</title><content type='html'>It's 1303 now, and i just woke up! LOL. dont laugh at me, cause i slept at around 0430 last night, and woke up again at 0600 plus, and only slept after 0730! wahahas. ohwells, what did i do? LOL. i was playing the super real tennis on my mum's hp, and talking to my dad! lalala.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yeah, whatever you might say, i'm just trying to keep myself happy. ohwells, i think i have a younger brother instead of an elder one. GRRS, shitass. he tripped off the electricity of the whole house while i was using the computer. like WTH, cant he OPEN HIS MOUTH and say he wanna use? and before i used the computer, he had a chance to use as long as he can lor. GRRS, damn it. URGH. ohyahs, sorry Eddie, Jolyn and EeHui! i didnt go offline on purpose hor. now you know the reason. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alrights, enough about angry stuffs. anyways, my dad say i might be going thailand on the 19th? and the flight's booked! erms, but aint confirmed yet though. hee. yahs, seeyaa guys then! =))) anyways, it's November 30 now. LOL. i cant seem to change the date. GRRS.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113332736806082099?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113332736806082099/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113332736806082099' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113332736806082099'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113332736806082099'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/blahs.html' title='blahs !'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113318819790335019</id><published>2005-11-28T22:30:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.290-08:00</updated><title type='text'>=)))</title><content type='html'>here i am again! hee. ohwells, went for lunch with Felicia today at J8. haas. saw Kelly Poon there. ayes, she's not at all outstanding? Just like any other people, not eye-catching. hahaa. *no offence. hee. went slacking after lunch, and this group of guys laughed at Felicia for eating lollipop. haas. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went back to northpoint after that. LOL. and there was this little boy who went up to Felicia and said "AH YI (auntie), do you have fifty cents?" hahaha. and Felicia was like "HE CALLED ME AUNTIE!!!" hahahaa. after slacking for like sooooooo long, we went to the MacDonalds at Sembawang. haas. the drive-thru area la. went for my job interview. LOL. haas, anyways, Francis really nice Jolyn! haas. ohwells, he asked me to go there for training next week, and see if i can be hired lor. LOL. good luck to me. =))) ahyes, THANKS JOLYN! hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pia-ed back to Marsiling for my guitar lesson after that. haas. was left with like less than an hour of lesson la. and poor LipKai was there all alone. haas. sorry la. hmms, having band practice this Sunday. STUPID LA. it's not fun at all lor. haas, waste of time and cash. GRRS. i'd rather go for jamming sessions. *sighs. sad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, i'm finally going for my dance lessons tmr! haas. but one problem, i cant seem to find any clothes to wear other than trackpants and racerbacks. and Jolyn told me we're dancing barefooted, but what if it's not? haas. AIYAS. stupid, chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi. LOL. God have plans la. haas. GOOD LUCK TO ME! =))) SEEYA GUYS!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113318819790335019?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113318819790335019/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113318819790335019' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113318819790335019'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113318819790335019'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/blog-post.html' title='=)))'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113306746292512562</id><published>2005-11-27T12:58:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.211-08:00</updated><title type='text'>forgive me</title><content type='html'>Forgive me for blogging in all the time! LOL. i'm just too bored alrights. haas. but i dont think i'll be as free from tmr onwards la. hee. i've got a job interview and two guitar lessons tmr, both starting at 4pm. WTH. ohyahs, so how was it Jolyn? haas. LipKai says i cant leave him alone cos Fiona's not going too. hahaaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm finally starting my dance lessons on tuesday! haas. It'll be girls hiphop on tues, then street jazz on fri. ehs, dont underestimate me! I can de! hahahaa. ohwells, hopefully i can get the job! *prays hard* I dont wanna get stuck at home all the time la. so PLEASE, i want the job! haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, i've been stuck at home for FOUR consecutive days already! poor boonchee, LOL. i need my darlings la! =(( ohyahs. LipKai says we can go jamming after his camp. DAMN. that'll be like soooooooo long la. URGH. *sniffs.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113306746292512562?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113306746292512562/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113306746292512562' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113306746292512562'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113306746292512562'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/forgive-me.html' title='forgive me'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113298118164483593</id><published>2005-11-26T13:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.125-08:00</updated><title type='text'>BOREDOM</title><content type='html'>*sniffs. i'm so bored! this is the third consecutive day i'm stuck at home! =(( ohwells, but i slept alot these few days! hee. i slept for 15hrs on the first day, 11hrs on the second, and 12hrs on the third. LOL. cant blame me! i'm really darn tired, and my head's fucking heavy. but wells, i'm getting better and better day by day la, dont worry. hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;damn, why do i always have this paragraph specially for Jolyn huh? LOL. OI! i think i can go for dance lessons soon la. ehs. i think we'll go for street jazz next week? hee. and how was it? have you asked your manager? LOL. i'm too bored la. i'm stuck at home having nothing to do, so i'm craving for jobs! fill me in when we meet alrights! hee. =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wahahas. dont say i pangseh hor Felicia and WenJia. LOL. i feel like watching movie leh! cos i'm still not happy that we didnt watch the midnight movie! haas. i miss towning as much as you do Felicia! *sniffs. BUT, i'm seriously broke now la. LOL. ohyarhs! is wenjia at her camp now arh? if yes then cannot watch movie le la! URGH.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and anyways LOC! i thought it was just a ONE WEEK break?! LOL. why are y'all still taking breaks NOW?! ayes, hurry up! i've not jammed for a long long time! haas. and since our lessons are being postponed all the time, i've not touched my guitar for a long long time too! LOL. aiyos. I WANNA GO JAMMING !!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113298118164483593?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113298118164483593/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113298118164483593' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113298118164483593'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113298118164483593'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/boredom.html' title='BOREDOM'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113289385748909307</id><published>2005-11-25T12:45:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:37.029-08:00</updated><title type='text'>wishes</title><content type='html'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENGYING! =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ayes. i've been sleeping and sleeping and sleeping these two days! haas. i thought i was still staying at the chalet yesterday. and guess what? i'm sick! URGH. God bless me! =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and anyways, JOLYN NG LI JIE! haas. i wanna go dance lessons leh! but not for now though, cos i'm darn weak. i can die if i go for lessons now. LOL. and this is a public apology i'm giving you! haas, honoured? sorry for troubling you all the time la! but i wanna work! LOL. thanks Jolyn, you're the nicest ever. wahhahaas. =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;#o1. get a job!&lt;br /&gt;#o2. get well soon!&lt;br /&gt;#o3. go for dance lessons!&lt;br /&gt;#o4. go thailand asap!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aww. i'm desperate for all that la!! =(((&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113289385748909307?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113289385748909307/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113289385748909307' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113289385748909307'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113289385748909307'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/wishes.html' title='wishes'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113280903790694472</id><published>2005-11-24T13:11:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.934-08:00</updated><title type='text'>chalet'05</title><content type='html'>haas. yeah everyone, i'm alright. dont worry =)))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Day ONE&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;reached downtown east during evening. haas. they were already preparing for bbq. hmms. i loved the prawns jane made! haas. wells, it was a combined class bbq la. but it's still rather fun. LOL. did bbq for ppl to eat lor, dont say i never do anything. hahaa. watched tv for awhile, then went outside cos it was really boring. haas. went for a walk in the park with wenjia, felicia, xuena, eileen, shijia, steph, lipkai, alistair, angelyn, fiona, kirk, jane, cynthia and some ppl la. haas. i forgot who. but anyways the group broke up in the end, and left the few of us sharing secrets at the beach. it was darn cold and we decided to go back. haas. ppl were still playing and talking and eating, but we wanted to SLEEP! hmms. the others left the room in the end, leaving the few of us inside sleeping. haas. was playing with wenjia and felicia on the bed, but then they kicked me down and i landed on the pullout bed already. URGH. then that stupid lipkai still wouldnt let me sleep. so i fought with him. wahhaas. ohwells, slept for like an hour in the end. LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;DAY TWO&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everybody was woken up by that noisy felicia. urgh. wells, many ppl left on the second day la. haas. planned to go escape de, but wth. it was raining! ayes. so we could only play cards lor. hmms, i managed to win abit la. HEE. slacked around between the two rooms. slept for awhile, played with lipkai, played cards, chatted with ppl, and suddenly it was evening already. haas. Jane and Lipkai went kfc to buy dinner for all of us. damn, it was really filling la. haas, compassion reached downtown east by that time already. LOL. wanted to go out for some walk with wenjia and felicia, but steph called to say they're setting off for midnight movie already. so we went back and headed for the cinema. and guess what? there were no movies for us to watch la! urgh. wth, so we went back again. ayes. damn. went grace to slack and chat cos endurance was all asleep. haas, they landed up playing cards in the end. but then dont know why, they all moved to endurance, leaving grace to be the sleeping room. haas. damn, it was darn cold there, so i came to endurance in the end.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that stupid lipkai lost my onion rings, but he's paying me back la. wahhahaas. gabriel called and asked us to go compassion to drink, so we went lor. haas. drank like three-eight of it la, but went abit giddy already. LOL. gabriel drank alot la, and he went crazy already. ayes, i somehow miss the gabriel last time. =(( slacked around there until lipkai, kirk and jinshi came over. then we left after that, but fiona and eileen went back anyway. ayes, was darn worried for them la. by the time we went back, both classes were asleep le. but we managed to get a bed la. hee, alrights, we took it away from justina de la. hee. was already half drunk half asleep le, but that lipkai kept deesiao-ing me, dont want me to sleep. URGH. so fought with him for quite some time lor. haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i somehow managed to know the situation there at compassion, cos felicia came to report. haas. then dont know why justina and felicia were beside me already. haas. i knew i kept laughing la, but i was laughing at lipkai's stupid words la. hahaa. he say what work can improve oral, like him. hahahahhaa. wth. then i laughed till i slept again. haas. the second time i woke up was when i felt darn cold. i told lipkai but he said where got. URGH. then the third time i woke up i was shivering darn seriously already. haas. cant seem to control myself la. i was shivering like some drug addict craving for more drugs liddat, LOL, so i was darn scared. haas. frightened alot of ppl, then both the classes woke up already. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i dont know what happened la, maybe it was the beer, maybe it was the aircon, cos i cant be under the aircon for too long. haas. heard that it was rather serious at first. hee. it was too cold in the room, so i went out to the stairs, hoping i could control myself. ayes, at first i really could, but after awhile i cant le. so they asked me to go back to the room. they covered me with lots of blankets la, then asked me to wear my jacket. felt abit hotter already, then they gave me a cup of hot water. haas, but i thought it was some herbal stuffs leh. LOL. damn, so touched that everyone took care of me so much. *sniffs, thanks dears! especially lipkai, felicia, wenjia, jinshi, yvonne, yanling, xuena, steph, and so so so so many of you! =))) ohwells, was feeling better already, then heard alistair, lipkai and some ppl went to compassion to ask fiona and eileen back. haas, when i opened my eyes they were back already. LOL. finally not worried le. haas. yeah, then i was like alright already la, so i woke up le. haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;DAY THREE&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;checked out at 1030. went to the foodcourt for food. but i didnt had any appetite, but they asked me to eat something. haas. so bought ice kachang with extra attap seeds. wahhaas. then went escape. LOL. saw compassion there, but eddie told us they had no capital to gamble after that. wahahhas. and somehow my severe-shivering news spreaded to compassion already. LOL. went into escape in the end, and thank God, inverter was finally opened. haas. after a few hours, fiona, eileen, lipkai, felicia, wenjia and i buay tahan already. so we went to bk for some food. haas. they ate la, but i didnt, cos i was sleeping and i didnt have any appetite. =((( headed home after that. was darn tired la, haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL. yeah everybody, i'm perfectly fine le. =))) dont worry la. but i think it wasnt the beer lehx. haas. i think it was the coldness leh. cos i cant be under the aircon for too long, and so i couldnt ctrl the shiverings. LOL. but dont worry anyway, cos i'm alright. =)) thanks for everyone's care! hee.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113280903790694472?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113280903790694472/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113280903790694472' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113280903790694472'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113280903790694472'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/chalet05.html' title='chalet&apos;05'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113254112399707061</id><published>2005-11-21T10:46:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.849-08:00</updated><title type='text'>last post before chalet</title><content type='html'>Last post before i set off for my chalet! haas. it's still quite early now though, but i just cant get to sleep anymore. lol. i've packed my stuffs yesterday already. haas. ayes, rather disappointed most ppl cant stay for the second night. haas. but i guess by then we'll all be asleep already la. so no point. LOL. coming back on wednesday. but after that at 1640 i still have lessons to rush for. URGH. and right after my guitar lesson i'll have to rush back again to watch tv! damn. it'll be damn tiring on wednesday la. haas. anyway, i still havent decided what teeshirts to bring. ayes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, i've changed my hp number already! haas. if you didnt get my sms ytd night, get it from me anytime alrights. LOL. but wells, the old one's still in use la, but dont contact my old number though. haas. SO, conclusion is, contact my new number if you wanna contact me. LOL. hee. cant wait for chalet! haas. ohwells, seeya later sectwo'o5 peeps! and for the others, seeya on wed! =))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113254112399707061?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113254112399707061/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113254112399707061' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113254112399707061'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113254112399707061'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/last-post-before-chalet.html' title='last post before chalet'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113248437047613794</id><published>2005-11-20T19:00:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.731-08:00</updated><title type='text'>DANCE REGISTRATION</title><content type='html'>I'VE REGISTERED! wahhaas. i'm like so darn happy can! Studio Wu, here i come! lalalas. went with my mum the studio wu today. damn, we like went around here and there for so long before reaching there man. haas. and JOLYN! remember to help me look out for vacancies alrights! =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chalet's tmr. lalalas. cant wait for tmr! i miss endurance so much la! haas. havent packed yet. haas. tell me when we're meeting darlings! hee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways i've got a new hp number. *sighs. i seem to change numbers all the time huh. LOL. my mum finally bought a new hp! haas. congrats to her man.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;see y'all guys tmr!! I LOVE YOU!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113248437047613794?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113248437047613794/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113248437047613794' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113248437047613794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113248437047613794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/dance-registration.html' title='DANCE REGISTRATION'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113237143708772722</id><published>2005-11-19T12:48:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.636-08:00</updated><title type='text'>mum's cookings</title><content type='html'>MY MUM'S FINALLY COOKING! wahahaas. historical moment ehhs! it's been like so so so so so darn long since she last cooked. haas. Thank God! =)))) just totally missed the fragrant of homecooked food man. *sighs. mums are noble. LOL. but wells, of cos there'll be times i contradict myself though. hahaaas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;class chalet would be coming in two days time! hahaas. still havent decided what to bring man. damn. hmms. guess it would be dirty but fun la. LOL. and anyways, I MISS LOC!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113237143708772722?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113237143708772722/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113237143708772722' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113237143708772722'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113237143708772722'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/mums-cookings.html' title='mum&apos;s cookings'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113220033398598864</id><published>2005-11-17T12:07:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.534-08:00</updated><title type='text'>stuck at home</title><content type='html'>urgh! this is the second consecutive day i'm stuck at home! LET ME OUT! *sighs. should have went out for lunch or something. or ask ppl come my house to slack around or play mahjong. haas. oh wells, wenjia's darn busy. and felicia's darn lazy. wahahahas. =x alrights, regardless of whatsoever, I WANNA GO OUT! haas. 4 days to class chalet. and i'm still being bothered by the thought of those wet clothings. hmms. aiya. qiao dao chuan tou zi ran zhi. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOC's taking a one week break? LOL. under construction arhx. hahahaa. that means i'll have another day at home le lor. *sighs. poor me! haas. and i'm still troubling about what dance to learn, and i still wish i could learn all of them. LOL. aiyas. jiu ming la!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haas. the O's are ending soon ehhs. Good luck to them. hope they'll do their last best. hmms. TWO years time and it'll be my turn. LOL. =)))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113220033398598864?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113220033398598864/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113220033398598864' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113220033398598864'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113220033398598864'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/stuck-at-home.html' title='stuck at home'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113203422818535993</id><published>2005-11-15T13:58:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.436-08:00</updated><title type='text'>damned</title><content type='html'>aww. damn. i'm woken up by somebody again today! that stupid tree demon dragged me out so early today for lunch. oh btw, felicia is that tree demon la. haas. i was woken up early in the morning by wenjia yesterday! and i didnt have enough sleep! *sighs. poor me. LOL. wells, went jamming yesterday. just so tired of the same songs la, so i did yoga instead. hahahaha. LOL. hmms. went bugis for lunch after that, then went back to marsiling for lesson. damn, we were early! wells. met Sonny at the coffeeshop downstairs, and had a little chat before going up. i wanna be that girl Sonny's talking about la! URGH!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jolyn's dragging me out for so many things man. but nevermind la, i'm nice. LOL. should i take up modern dance or new jazz? haas. can find those combined de marx? everything also teach that kind. hahahhaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113203422818535993?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113203422818535993/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113203422818535993' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113203422818535993'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113203422818535993'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/damned.html' title='damned'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113180404848780664</id><published>2005-11-12T22:02:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.339-08:00</updated><title type='text'>pissed</title><content type='html'>alrights. we didnt play mahjong in the end. wells, nobody told me it was cancelled though. LOL. come on, what are friends for? next time darlings! promise. =))) wells, i didnt really lose out anyway. wasnt locked up at home for the day though. accompanied joshua to dhoby ghaut to look for guitars. wells, i'm still an Ibanez and BC Rich fan. wahahas. wells, i'll stick to the punkrock or heavymetal styled electric guitars la. i just dont like those classy or girlish guitars la. haas. no offence. =))) oh yes yes! i would love to own a bass guitar too! LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was just thinking how hell-like it would be for me for the next two years. damn, why did i take up core literature? aww. i wanna drop that can. *sighs. wrong decision, wrong path, wrong subject. wells, forget about that then. we'll talk about it when the time comes. haas. it's 10 days to class chalet? LOL. rather surprised that so many can stay overnight. haas. might be a cohort bonding session maybe? just cant wait for the midnight movies and that escape trip. plus the barbeque and the two nights we'll be together. haas. damn, i'll be tearing for endurance again i guess. ayes! i'm missing my darlings! MEET UP PLEASE!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113180404848780664?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113180404848780664/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113180404848780664' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113180404848780664'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113180404848780664'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/pissed.html' title='pissed'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113176249641949298</id><published>2005-11-12T10:29:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.175-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Mahjong time!</title><content type='html'>LOL. i'm so proud of myself! i woke up kinda early compared to the rest of the days? hahaas. played a few rounds of mahjong yesterday at my house with wenjia and felicia. LOL. short of one player, but continued anyway. haas. gonna have another few more rounds today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways i'm itching to jam! aww, come on LOC, plan something! haas. and JOLYN NG! i wanna go SimLim la. then i pei you go Bugis. hahahaa. alrights, admit it, i wanna go Bugis too. geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aww. i'm so tired of this blogskin. stupid felicia.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113176249641949298?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113176249641949298/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113176249641949298' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113176249641949298'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113176249641949298'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/mahjong-time.html' title='Mahjong time!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113153169754772756</id><published>2005-11-09T18:22:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:36.047-08:00</updated><title type='text'>blogging</title><content type='html'>aww. i'm so bored! urgh. i was left alone at home the whole day! *sighs. poor me. haas. but at least i still had stuffs to do la. =)))) edited some song tablatures, printed out for lipkai too. wahahas. how nice am i?! touched hor lipkai? LOL. alrights, admit it. i cant stand his untidy tablature, that's why. hahaha. =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;still have lots of space left in my memory card, and i cant seem to find anymore nice songs to put inside. LOL. and i wanna buy that earpiece converter! dont care! i'm gonna drag LOC to sim lim the next time we go jamming. hahahaa. and i wanna go bugis! wahahahaas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just cant wait to go thailand. LOL. i'm irritating my dad everytime he calls. wahahaas. there's just so many things i wanna buy! hmms.. i dragged my mum down ytd, and she bought me two 3-quarter pants. hahahaa. too bad i was too fat to fit in that jeans, or it'll be mine too. *sighs. God bless those who are taking their O's. dont slack hor! LOL. seeyaa guys. =))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113153169754772756?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113153169754772756/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113153169754772756' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113153169754772756'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113153169754772756'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/blogging.html' title='blogging'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113120268476241030</id><published>2005-11-05T22:59:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.914-08:00</updated><title type='text'>NEW STUFFS</title><content type='html'>wahahhaaas. just came back from queensway! damn, i just cant ctrl my tears at the thought of being splitted up with my darlings. *sighs. wells, i bought quite alot of things today! wahhaas. so happy. LOL. bought four teeshirts, a white purse, a couple of ear studs, two pairs of slippers and three belts. wahahhahas. so happy! LOL. and i went to pierce the top of my ear. and it still hurts now la. haaas. =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*sighs. just cant shake off the thought of the already-splitted endurance. urgh. my heart fucking aches now, and.... urgh. damn la. let me get outta here man!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113120268476241030?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113120268476241030/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113120268476241030' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113120268476241030'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113120268476241030'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/new-stuffs.html' title='NEW STUFFS'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113098947205615532</id><published>2005-11-02T22:47:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.804-08:00</updated><title type='text'>ENDURANCE!</title><content type='html'>i miss the night so darn loads! i cant bear to leave you guys, yet i dont know when it would be the next time i'll be seeing you. i miss the food jinshi and justina barbequed for me, i miss the waters you guys threw me into, i miss the ocean we all looked into, i miss the sand we sat together, i miss the tears we cried together, i miss the songs we sang together, i miss the words of everyone of you, i miss the look you had for me, i miss all the hugs all of us made, i miss the cheers we shouted, i miss the cyclings we took in the middle of the night, i miss that place we came together, i miss the ghost stories we shared, i miss the stupid jokes we told, i miss the gossips we shared, i miss that united us caring for one another, i miss the times we slept in the bus, i miss the moments we slept in east coast, i miss the night so much so much! you guys were out there for me all the time, when everything was wrong for me, and now everything's ended, and never coming back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Remember the first time we saw each other? Remember the first words we spoke? Everything was so unfamiliar, and i almost wished i knew teleportation. Remember the first night we camped together? Remember the first person you knew in class? You didnt give a damn about that person at first, but now we're tearing for one another. What does it feel like to be apart? To be so near yet so far? We're just a couple of doors away, yet our hearts are so insecure and so different. I wanna continue screaming and torture your ears with my singing, with my bhbness, yet i forgot when was the last this happened. I've enjoyed every single moment with you guys, yet i dont know how to treasure them, taking them for granted. Now that i've lost all these, i almost wished i could teleport back to the first day i stepped in. Every single emotion we had for one another showed we cared. All the backstabbings, gossips, quarrellings and stuffs were just part of being together. It bonds us even closer together. How i wish the happy moments could just freeze, and let me savour the happiest moments endurance enjoyed together. We cheered, we hugged, we shaked, we jeered, we rebelled, we protested, we laughed, we teared, we angered, we mugged, we encouraged, we endured, we enjoyed, we quarrelled, we backstabbed, we gossipped, we united, we did everything together. Every break up, every change of cliques, every tear and every joy all happened within our class, but this major change here is really hard to accept. I cant imagine one day when i step into an unfamiliar class where nobody talks, and there's this presence of someone i prayed hard not to land up in the same class with. Damn, i cant stand somebody in my class whom i actually have to think twice before talking to. Endurance is just so so so united, we're always so together regardless of whatsoever. It's just like being torn from your own world and being left on the outer space, everything's entirely different. It's the same now that you're telling me we have to part. Tell me, what justice and logic is this? Our hearts had merged into one, yet you're cutting the heart up piece by piece and disperse them. It hurts alot, you know?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113098947205615532?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113098947205615532/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113098947205615532' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113098947205615532'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113098947205615532'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/11/endurance.html' title='ENDURANCE!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113081443398592234</id><published>2005-10-31T21:52:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.694-08:00</updated><title type='text'>streaming results.</title><content type='html'>if i had worked harder, my dad might not have said i'm in an average class. but wells, he said he's got a third prize anyway, LOL. but i insist he's got the first. hmms, didnt really expect those results, but i guess i'm in dead meat next year. i'll be topping the bottom list and it wouldnt be easy for me. who knows what will happen? might get demoted for all i know. wells, i guess what i've gotta do now is just to study even harder, and pray hard for literature.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*sighs. simply cant bear to part with my darlings! i'll be missing you guys so much so much!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;WENJIA ;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go to school with you everyday&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go shopping with you&lt;br /&gt;i wanna be the first person you think of whenever you wanna go out&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go swimming with you&lt;br /&gt;i dont want this friendship to end just like this!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FELICIA ;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go home from school with you everyday&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go towning with you&lt;br /&gt;i wanna be the first person you sms when you wanna go somewhere&lt;br /&gt;i wanna slack around with you&lt;br /&gt;i wanna spend all my cash with you&lt;br /&gt;i dont want this 6-year friendship to end like that&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIPKAI ;&lt;br /&gt;i wanna go crazy in class talking about music with you&lt;br /&gt;i wanna look at tabs with you&lt;br /&gt;i dont want all these to end!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's so many so many so many things i wanna say to everybody in endurance and LOC. i cant bear to leave this class so fucking loads. i wanna continue all my noise with everybody else, i dont want all this to end just yet! vera's stupid yet logical talkbacks, lipkai's sudden-idiotic comments, stephanie's humorous words, and everyone of you! URGH. i'm irritated! i need endurance! i need LOC!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113081443398592234?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113081443398592234/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113081443398592234' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113081443398592234'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113081443398592234'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/streaming-results.html' title='streaming results.'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113055277327954151</id><published>2005-10-28T21:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.561-08:00</updated><title type='text'>last day of school ; last day of endurance</title><content type='html'>last day of school. by right i should be rejoicing that the holidays are coming, yet i somehow wished we could still be going to school. i'm missing endurance darn loads! =((( oh wells, we went to the hall for end-of-year service. then proceeded back to class for cleaning up. haas. we were actually playing more than cleaning la. no choice, we've gotta cherish our last few seconds together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dear ms chua played this powerpoint slideshow on 2e'o5 for us. how sweet of her! the year went past so quickly, yet there were many times we enjoyed working together so much. dear samantha and joey made something for all of us, and we all wrote something for one another. *sighs. will our next class be as sweet?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;started out from the first day we stepped into PHS. knew nothing about everybody, and we only had our primary school frens to talk to. then we began our sec1 orientation camp and stuffs, then slowly became so united. we rebelled as a a class, agitated so many teachers and got into so much trouble. the opening ceremony and stuffs got us even more together, and we actually almost splitted into different secondary two classes. Thank God we still had another year together, but it's time to part again. the chinese drama thing, PHS carnival, and so much so much more were times i enjoyed with my darlings. the cheers we shouted during the night at PHS, the united us helping to clean up the school grounds. the moves we shaked in the middle of the parade ground, and laughters we shared together. we once quarrelled, we had unhappy times, we had internal conflicts, but they bonded us more. i'm learning to let go, but i'll keep the sweetest memories in my heart always! I LOVE ENDURANCE! =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113055277327954151?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113055277327954151/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113055277327954151' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113055277327954151'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113055277327954151'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/last-day-of-school-last-day-of.html' title='last day of school ; last day of endurance'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113016890830038103</id><published>2005-10-24T23:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.461-08:00</updated><title type='text'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNER</title><content type='html'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNER! YOU'RE FINALLY EIGHTEEN! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stupid kezia pon school today again. hahaaa. but we had nothing to do in school anyway. LOL. spent the time cracking stupid jokes and stuffs, telling stories and singing songs. hahaaa. i finally saw my result slips (not the final one though). haas, was rather satisfied with my results la. never fail jiu hao le. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;enjoyed the guitar lesson so much today. =)))) CANT WAIT FOR SUNDAY! loveloves.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113016890830038103?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113016890830038103/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113016890830038103' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113016890830038103'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113016890830038103'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/happy-birthday-rayner.html' title='HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNER'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-113005199327205264</id><published>2005-10-23T15:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:35.215-08:00</updated><title type='text'>wedding pictures</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20041.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20041.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;me and my newly wed yiyi!&lt;br /&gt;aint she gorgeous?!&lt;br /&gt;wahahaa. jealous jealous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20055.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20055.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;forced by my mum! haas.&lt;br /&gt;she insisted me to take that.&lt;br /&gt;she said it was beautiful.&lt;br /&gt;or i'm beautiful. hahahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20016.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20016.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the stars of the day -&lt;br /&gt;my yiyi and new yizhang!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20017.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20017.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aint he adorable?&lt;br /&gt;that's SHAWN! =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20024.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20024.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that's my little cuzzie's zhao pai dong zuo!&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE SHAWN!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%20022.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%20022.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM SENG!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/1600/Picture%200731.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/6591/408/320/Picture%200731.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;sneaky mum took this while i was listening to my mp3.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;waiting for uncle's car to yiyi's big day!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-113005199327205264?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/113005199327205264/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=113005199327205264' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113005199327205264'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/113005199327205264'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/wedding-pictures.html' title='wedding pictures'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112997972425655161</id><published>2005-10-22T19:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.906-08:00</updated><title type='text'>DOUBLE HAPPINESS</title><content type='html'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEZIA! see i so nice. hahaaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's my aunt's wedding today! she's so so so glamourous this afternoon, and her husband's really handsome. haha. so proud of the couple ; they're my yiyi and new yizhang! hahahaa. i really have my upmost respect for my aunt, haas. she's really a model modern woman, someone who's independent and pretty. haas. she's so beautiful when she's coaching her students, and she's the type that will make everyone go wow. haas. gonna upload the pictures soon, cos it's her big day today, and i'm really happy for her. hahaaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CONGRATULATIONS YIYI AND YIZHANG! love you guys to bits. =)))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112997972425655161?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112997972425655161/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112997972425655161' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112997972425655161'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112997972425655161'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/double-happiness.html' title='DOUBLE HAPPINESS'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112989322121741240</id><published>2005-10-21T19:14:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.798-08:00</updated><title type='text'>WATERDAY ; JAMMING DAY</title><content type='html'>20thOCTOBER ;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL. i'm all drenched today! we started with our waterbombing game by the HPTs at first, but i'm certain we didnt get bombed at all. haas. only after all the activities did we get drenched. ALL THANKS TO WENJIA! she totally drowned me all in tap water. haas. then we started splashing water on one another in the corridors. gosh. everything has a price to pay. our shoes and socks were all wet, and we actually had to wear them down to the hall for a two-hour programme. what's more? i had to go for my lessons after school. GROSS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haas. but4integrity'o4 came back today. and i finally saw cedric after like so long. haas. they've all become shuai ges and mei nus la hor. LOL. and i miss them so much so much. =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21stOCTOBER ;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's jamming time! LOL. stupid lipkai booked an early 10am to jam. like what the hell, i'm so tired. hahaha. but it's really fun la hor. Riki tried his first time on bass, and he certainly had that bassist look. haas. after jamming we went for lunch at PS. haas. it's really memorable today la, cos it's the first time our complete band went out. LOL. i simply heart all of you darlings! remember our midnight jamming alrights! hahaha. =)))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112989322121741240?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112989322121741240/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112989322121741240' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112989322121741240'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112989322121741240'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/waterday-jamming-day.html' title='WATERDAY ; JAMMING DAY'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112960522637594977</id><published>2005-10-17T20:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.708-08:00</updated><title type='text'>EOY paid off, or not?</title><content type='html'>just got back the results this morning. damn it, i actually lost my dnt paper. haas, but it's alright anyway, i dont give a damn about that paper. and as long as i passed, the two marks somehow dont really matter. cos it doesnt promote me to anywhere anyway. haas. didnt fail any of the papers, and i'm truly contented already. haas. though most of them are borderlined marks, i'm satisfied already.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but dont be discouraged darlings. at least all of us could be promoted to 3express ehhx? =)))) there's still midyear and common tests' marks adding on to the results, and who knows? haas. my midyear and common tests' marks might pull me down yeah? dont think too much bahhx, just enjoy all that we can, and treasure the time we have for endurance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but i guess endurance still have a long way to go if we wanna bond really closely together la. haas. just a chalet thing alone can argue until liddat. hmms. kinda agitated by somebody, haas. but gotta learn to ENDURE. lols.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I WANT MIDNIGHT JAMMING! HURRY!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112960522637594977?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112960522637594977/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112960522637594977' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112960522637594977'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112960522637594977'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/eoy-paid-off-or-not.html' title='EOY paid off, or not?'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112934712800013354</id><published>2005-10-14T22:44:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.599-08:00</updated><title type='text'>that jamming studio</title><content type='html'>i'm so high right now..! haas. just came back from that jamming studio, and my ears are not really functioning normally right now. haas. though it's just a small blue room, it got us all so enthusiastic. LOL. but i guess we're not only going to rock that small blue room ; we're gonna strive hard for our future alrights. =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TO MY DEAR LOCS. haas. thanks for giving me such precious memories! really dont wanna get splitted into different classes. but oh wells, we've even got a vocals from a different school! haas. =)))) love you guys loads !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112934712800013354?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112934712800013354/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112934712800013354' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112934712800013354'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112934712800013354'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/that-jamming-studio.html' title='that jamming studio'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112912199307069800</id><published>2005-10-12T21:00:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.518-08:00</updated><title type='text'>happy graduation, or not?</title><content type='html'>Happy Graduation! *sighs. actually, i kinda miss the days they loiter around in school. haas. oh wells, at least they're finally freed from PHS bahhx. LOL. hmms, good luck for their O's then. haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways, it's end of EOY already! LOL. but there's just another 9 days to bond with my darlings. i mean, 9 more days to go to school. *sighs. dont think there'll be another class gathering with the whole class turning up bahhx. haas. nevermind then, learn to let go bahhx. memories are only precious when they happen only once. but wells, i'll remember you guys forever. =))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;endurance'o4 and o5 simply rawks! =)))))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112912199307069800?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112912199307069800/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112912199307069800' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112912199307069800'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112912199307069800'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/happy-graduation-or-not.html' title='happy graduation, or not?'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112874294098895484</id><published>2005-10-08T11:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.411-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm cut off from the world.</title><content type='html'>haas. anybody missed me? dont worry! i'm still alive. *sighs. it's just that i've been so busy studying and mugging all night long, so i didnt really have time for computers. LOL. the last five days were really torturing. it's all exams exams, mugging mugging and mugging. haas. now that most of the more important subjects are over, i'm just left with maths paper two that's more worrying. haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;aint that tensed up right now anymore. but as soon as EOY's over, i dont know how long endurance will have together. *sighs. and my dear seniors from 4e5n are graduating on the same day we end our EOY. haas. i'll miss them a hell loads. =(((((&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh wells, everything's gonna be entirely different in a few months' time. geex. my darlings and all would be promoted to upper secondary already. haas. i sure will miss endurance darn loads. haas. miss me hor! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3 more papers to go. 4 days to FREEDOM.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112874294098895484?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112874294098895484/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112874294098895484' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112874294098895484'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112874294098895484'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/im-cut-off-from-world.html' title='i&apos;m cut off from the world.'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112813263631811057</id><published>2005-10-01T10:11:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.310-08:00</updated><title type='text'>the english papers.</title><content type='html'>it's the EOY period now. haas. two papers down. nine more to go. oh wells, wish me good luck. i dont wanna fail my english and get demoted to NA. no please, no. =(((  there's still so many more papers to go, so many results to receive, but so little time for endurance to be together. i'll really miss you guys. =(((((&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;furthermore there's another batch of seniors graduating soon already. *sighs. really cant bear for you guys to leave ehhs. haas. and soon enough, i'll be promoted to sec three already. LOL. time really flies. i just hope the EOY would end soon, so i'll have time socializing around with people. and i'll have time for jamming! haaas. i heart my LOCS =)))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9 more papers to go.&lt;br /&gt;11 days to FREEDOM.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112813263631811057?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112813263631811057/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112813263631811057' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112813263631811057'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112813263631811057'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/10/english-papers.html' title='the english papers.'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112790913025054654</id><published>2005-09-28T20:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.216-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i didnt pon!</title><content type='html'>i didnt pon school today! haas, i merely took a break! LOL. i've had too much on yesterday, so i merely took a breather horx. lalala. but i didnt really forget anybody! i took the day to write testimonials for so many people horx. haas. you guys must be so touched. LOL. but that heartless joshua lam is still not returning me my testimonial. haas. but since i'm a nice girl, i shall forget about that idiot. haas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;was really irritated yesterday. sorry darlings. =))) but since i've already taken a day's break, i guess i'll be refreshed when i go back to school tomorrow bahhx. =))))))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2 days to EOY.&lt;br /&gt;2 weeks to FREEDOM.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112790913025054654?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112790913025054654/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112790913025054654' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112790913025054654'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112790913025054654'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/i-didnt-pon.html' title='i didnt pon!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112782436503838827</id><published>2005-09-27T20:33:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.120-08:00</updated><title type='text'>shut the fucked up</title><content type='html'>i just hope some people would be considerate enough to shut up when it's time for them to do so. the exams are just 2 days away, and i'm stressed enough alrights. yeah, and i supposed i'm stressed because i didnt pay attention during lessons alrights? =)) haas. i dont wanna waste my time in some other parts of the school looking and waiting for you. please please release me back to my classroom so that i can do some constructive work can? i'll be appreciating that gladly. =))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;shut up whenever anyone wants to say anything about me for now. after the exams you can jolly well talk until the cows come home. stop irritating me alrights? whatever you wanna say that will add on to my troubles, PLEASE wait till after the exams can? by then i will really have time for you. =))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3 days to EOY.&lt;br /&gt;15 days to FREEDOM.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112782436503838827?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112782436503838827/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112782436503838827' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112782436503838827'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112782436503838827'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/shut-fucked-up.html' title='shut the fucked up'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112764994764406886</id><published>2005-09-25T20:06:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:34.026-08:00</updated><title type='text'>studydaysPARTi</title><content type='html'>woke up at o755 hours this morning. can you imagine boonchee waking up so early on a beautiful sunday??!! it's a torture for me! LOL. studied for like so many hours in that pathetic amk library with wenjia and joyce. haas. bought some snacks as usual from the ntuc behind and went back to the library to savour them. hmms. around 1600+ we lost our determination already. began rattling about our future and whatsoever. haas. oh wells, so typical of us. LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;havent really registered lots of things into my mind. haas. God bless me! hmms. less than a week before the exams start. i'm so stressed man. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5 days to EOY.&lt;br /&gt;17 days to FREEDOM.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112764994764406886?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112764994764406886/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112764994764406886' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112764994764406886'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112764994764406886'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/studydaysparti.html' title='studydaysPARTi'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112747494592168642</id><published>2005-09-23T19:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.937-08:00</updated><title type='text'>irritatedPARTii</title><content type='html'>two days have passed and i'm still so irritated! urgh. the four of us stayed back after the stupid dnt thing and cleared up the mess in the art room and i almost went crazy. grrs. but the food the home econs ppl made kinda cheered me up a little. i guess it's less stressing on fridays bahhx. LOL. hmms. after the dnt lessons i went around the classroom savouring their food. LOL. it's so nice can. so much more creative than our batch. okay la, better than mine. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*sighs. it's the weekends again, and i finally get some chances to rest. i still have alot to revise though. i'll just have to pray hard the exams are over quickly, cos i'm so so so irritated! urghhs. LOL. good luck to me! =((&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112747494592168642?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112747494592168642/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112747494592168642' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112747494592168642'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112747494592168642'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/irritatedpartii.html' title='irritatedPARTii'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112729466520041208</id><published>2005-09-21T17:25:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.828-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm FUCKING irritated</title><content type='html'>IRRITATED! I'M SO IRRITATED! and fucking algebra's adding on to all of my troubles. i'm algebra's greatest enemy alright. damn it. i can find no time to revise every single chapter and every single important point of every single subject. i can do nothing about nothing. what's this coming to?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm not showing whatsoever fucked up attitude towards anyone ( except if you count me being fierce to anyone as a FUA of mine ) cos i dont think it's necessary to make anyone unhappy because of me getting irritated. (but dont fucking test my patience). exams are round the corner, and i still havent got anything right. those idiots reply rubbish whenever we ask them something. things like "go find out yourself" and "i dont know" is really making me lose my patience.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a few days ago i was still determined to print out all the notes i'm supposed to type out, and now i havent got any mood to do anything related to studies. i want my guitar! i want my LOCS! i need my darlings! just let me throw those books away can. postpone the exams la! GRRS.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112729466520041208?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112729466520041208/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112729466520041208' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112729466520041208'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112729466520041208'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/im-fucking-irritated.html' title='i&apos;m FUCKING irritated'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112687014696331422</id><published>2005-09-16T19:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.732-08:00</updated><title type='text'>MUGGING HARD !</title><content type='html'>it's finally friday but it doesnt mean it's resting time for me! LOL. have to really study darn hard during the weekends and catch up with the things i dont know. *sighs. poor me. it's hardly for me to go to school for full five days, and i didnt pon this week! REALLY! hahaa. i somehow look forward to EOY, and especially the holidays after that. but *sighs, there's another batch graduating very soon already. gonna miss them like hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;havent got plans for the weekends yet, but i guess i would be burying myself into those books for the next 48hours. wish me good luck then. hahaa. there's been quite a number of tests these few days, but i havent really been stressed out. thank God. =))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14 days to EOY.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112687014696331422?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112687014696331422/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112687014696331422' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112687014696331422'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112687014696331422'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/mugging-hard.html' title='MUGGING HARD !'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112669931176974468</id><published>2005-09-14T20:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.630-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm so fucking tired</title><content type='html'>HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJIA!&lt;br /&gt;gosh. i'm darn tired! slept throughout ms low's lesson today and i'm still feeling lethargic. *sighs. cant really pon school nowadays. still have like 11 days before EOY. haha. gonna really pia then i would be enjoying my "book-less" life. hehe. would be enjoying life down at long bar with my band dearies, slacking around at cinemas, shopping centres and so many more places with my three darlings, and everything else! haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but well, gonna really pia first, then i could later enjoy life in peace. hahaa. pia-ing is really tiring though. *sighs. hopefully everything would go smooth for me. having literature and english test tmr. literature's really stressful. and english? oh wells, i flunked that bloody subject for both CAs just because i didnt hand in my homework. GRRS. what the hell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;having my guitar lessons (FINALLY) tmr! hahahaa. oh wells, of course i have to get my priorities right now. haha. it feels as if there's suddenly alot of things to do. *sighs. that's what i get for slacking so much throughout the two years la. hahaa. have been losing my appetite these few days. damn it. couldnt eat much. haha. oh wells, may God bless me then!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIJIA!&lt;br /&gt;16 days to EOY.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112669931176974468?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112669931176974468/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112669931176974468' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112669931176974468'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112669931176974468'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/im-so-fucking-tired.html' title='i&apos;m so fucking tired'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112644587116598291</id><published>2005-09-11T21:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.523-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm tired</title><content type='html'>managed to force a little energy to blog in tonight. gosh am i tired! just went swimming with felicia. havent been to the pool for really long ehhs. it was raining at first, so we went to bishan to kill time. then we decided to go back to the pool. hmms.. i'm really dead beat. went home after buying my dinner. LOL. mum went to malaysia, so i had to settle my three meals myself. she should be back anytime ehhs. haha. wonder what she can do in so little time there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow's first day of term four. *sighs. exams are round the corner (again). shall really work hard in these few (short) weeks, then i shall start slacking! geex. it's just less than a month before i get my freedom again. woohoo~! gonna be promoted to secondary three next year. and there would be another batch i'm gonna miss! *sighs. oh wells, deal with it then. =((&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22 days to end of year exams.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112644587116598291?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112644587116598291/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112644587116598291' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112644587116598291'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112644587116598291'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/im-tired.html' title='i&apos;m tired'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112626399875229546</id><published>2005-09-09T19:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.424-08:00</updated><title type='text'>new blogskin .. AGAIN</title><content type='html'>tada~! i'm here with my new blogskin again! hahaha. though this skin's really a hassle, i like it anyway. geex. have been stuck at home for two consecutive days already. *sighs. havent been really doing much today besides slacking though.. hmms. continued with my history notes today, and i still have a long long way to go. imagine i've been at it for so long, and i havent even finished up two chapters. oh gosh. may God help me. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wonder what my darlings are doing right now. haas. really missed them loads. havent been practising my guitar too. haha. =x CP has its school holidays too. and unfortunately, it's the week we're having our proper school holidays too. *sighs. sad ehhs. have to wait so long before we have our lessons again. LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;dear mum bought me chips today! geex. that really brightens me up after being cooped up in the house for more than 30 hours. but it's alright! the tv in my room really helped alot though. haha. tale of two sisters is gonna be screened tonight. woohoosh~! looking forward to that. geex. catch ya guys around soon! =))&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24 days to end of year exams.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112626399875229546?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112626399875229546/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112626399875229546' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112626399875229546'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112626399875229546'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/new-blogskin-again.html' title='new blogskin .. AGAIN'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112617114553764259</id><published>2005-09-08T17:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.321-08:00</updated><title type='text'>mugging</title><content type='html'>i'm stuck at home right now. havent had dinner at home for two consecutive days and my dear mum's rather disappointed. haha. that's why i couldnt continue mugging with my darlings. sorry sweethearts! =((&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there're people who cant seem to view my blog. i wonder what the problem is ehhs. haha. well, hopefully some good samaritans would lend me a helping hand. haha. wanna get this fixed asap. hmms...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to watch red eye with two of my darlings yesterday. sadly, i'm broke already. haha. i'm missing that bag of chips we bought yesterday la. havent gobbled them up yet. so i'm hoping my mum would buy another bag for me. hahaha. *pardon me. LOL. i'm influenced by my dear felicia. hahahaha. =x&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm so bored right now. rayner's doing a bad job entertaining me. haha. but no choice la, have to understand he's rayner. LOL. hmms. guess i shall start mugging again. havent got time. hehe. seeyaa!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25 days to end of year exams&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112617114553764259?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112617114553764259/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112617114553764259' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112617114553764259'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112617114553764259'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/mugging.html' title='mugging'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112581473303593974</id><published>2005-09-04T14:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.148-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm here again</title><content type='html'>tada! i'm blogging in again. LOL. rather bored these few days. hmms. gonna go towning today again. hmms. the shops were closed by the time we reached there la, so we're going there a lil early today. geex. would try my best not to be late ehhs. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kinda broke these few days. hehe. sorry mummy! hmms. gotta get my electric guitar sooner or later. MAYBE by this year? hehe. see how first la. i'm not financially stable ehhs. LOL. gotta get ready alrights. geex. dont miss me ehhs?! love outs!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;29 days to end of year exams&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112581473303593974?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112581473303593974/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112581473303593974' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112581473303593974'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112581473303593974'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/im-here-again.html' title='i&apos;m here again'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112573097666978496</id><published>2005-09-03T15:03:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:33.035-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i flunked again</title><content type='html'>*sniffs. i flunked my english and maths again. i flunked two most important subjects! *sighs. i guess i'll just have to work harder during my end of year. LOL. but it was rather surprising that i got high marks for my history. well, whatever you say, i'm just too happy to talk. hehehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;would be going town afterwards for my guitar stuffs. hehe. my life's now full of music and guitar. woohoosh~ it's just so cheerful with them in my life. hahaha. but of course, i've gotta do well in my studies first i guess. hmms, but somehow i guess i aint the cut for studies la. well, gotta see first. if i really have to give up my studies, i would choose music. lalala&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gotta really work hard for the coming end of year exams. have got lots to study right now. haha. so seeyaa guys!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEDRIC !&lt;br /&gt;30 days to end of year exams.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112573097666978496?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112573097666978496/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112573097666978496' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112573097666978496'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112573097666978496'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/09/i-flunked-again.html' title='i flunked again'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112555403357013620</id><published>2005-08-31T23:55:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:32.948-08:00</updated><title type='text'>teacher's day celebrations</title><content type='html'>tomorrow's teacher's day! LOL. i'm not rejoicing cos it's teacher's day, but because it's a holiday! lalala. but so what? i still have to get to school with tons of homework done on friday. haha. had some celebrations today. LOL. but didnt really get to enjoy the whole thing. haha. cos 2e'o5's performing, so we have to be outside the hall all the time. damn it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first up was Exit Wound. haha. we were all very high at backstage, listening to them. hmms. not bad la, LOL. i'm in no position to criticize nor praise them either la. haha. we were the last ones to perform. hmms. after the performance we were stuck outside, waiting to get up on stage again to sing the closing song. haha. didnt really do much la.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after school, felicia, wenjia, fiona, eileen and i went long john to have our lunch. waited for mavis at the bus interchange and went back to north view. that darn security guard didnt allow us in cos we were not in school uniform. but felicia phoned ms koh, and she came out to bring us in. hahaha. she's still the crazy her la. LOL. kinda miss her so much, havent seen her for like almost a year i guess. she's high over heels thinking of a 6harmony'o3 gathering. haha. my ex-classmates really changed alot ehhs. wilfred was standing right beside me and i took like 5 seconds to realise he's wilfred. haha. chong tee's so tall and slim now! gosh. i wonder what happened to him. hahaha. i guess lots of them became prettier and more handsome liaox ehhs. LOL. kinda miss my primary school la, but i guess i wouldnt go back too often bahhx. maybe once or twice in a year? haha. i guess i'm closer with my secondary school. LOL&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112555403357013620?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112555403357013620/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112555403357013620' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112555403357013620'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112555403357013620'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/teachers-day-celebrations.html' title='teacher&apos;s day celebrations'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112522009707598972</id><published>2005-08-28T17:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:32.845-08:00</updated><title type='text'>changed my blogskin</title><content type='html'>i've finally changed my blogskin! LOL. rather tired of that same old blogskin for months. haha. but i've gotta admit it's really nice la. so i didnt really bear to change it. hahaha. but nevermind la. got a new look finally.  geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmms. i did something really wrong on friday. LOL. prepared to face doom tomorrow. *uh oh. LOL. it's gonna be another short week again, then it'll be the holidays! lalala. but this holiday doesnt mean slacking and enjoying for me, it's mugging time. haha. but i aint pulled down by that ehs. in fact i'm looking forward to the days in amk library mugging with my darlings again. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tidied up my room just now. LOL. the wardrobe looks so much like a wardrobe now. hahaha. dumped LOTS of my clothes. hehe. so happy. lalala. alrights. enough for the craps. gonna go revise already. wish me luck! hehehe. seeyaa. God bless. =))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112522009707598972?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112522009707598972/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112522009707598972' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112522009707598972'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112522009707598972'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/changed-my-blogskin.html' title='changed my blogskin'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112488502573504566</id><published>2005-08-24T20:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:32.748-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i flunked my maths . DAMN IT</title><content type='html'>grrs. i flunked my maths! *sighs. so much for studying so hard huh. hahaha. but nevermind la, at least there's A LITTLE improvement la. geex. i should be grateful. lalala. just have to work harder next time i guess. had history test today. haha. dont really know whether i would flunk another test again. hopefully not ehhs. geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i thought i wouldnt get caught again today. i had my shirt tucked in ! LOL. but i guess it wasnt enough bahhx. got caught for my socks by mdm lee AGAIN. haha. she told me alot la, some of which actually touched me. LOL. gotta get my new uniform and new school socks soon bahhx. no money la, what can i do. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mr steven wee played the piano during chapel today! hahahaha. so charming can. LOL. he's so talented la. geex. so excited by that today. hahahaha. today's so free la. geex. gotta leave liaox. dont miss me ehhs ! hehe.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112488502573504566?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112488502573504566/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112488502573504566' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112488502573504566'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112488502573504566'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/i-flunked-my-maths-damn-it.html' title='i flunked my maths . DAMN IT'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112463030304167497</id><published>2005-08-21T21:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:30.115-08:00</updated><title type='text'>twenty first august - some bo liao blogs</title><content type='html'>LOL. anybody missed me ? hahaha. hmms. it's been like 12 days since i last blogged. geex. had been a very long week ehhs. i'm so much into studying (SERIOUS!) nowadays. lalala. i'm so happy i know how to do more than what i used to know during the maths test yesterday. hahahha. so as long as i pass, i'm more than contented. geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing much have been happening these few days la. that's why i havent been blogging. LOL. life hasnt really changed la. haha. school is still so boring. have been caught by teachers time and time again, getting rather tired of this. LOL. hmms. one more full week to go. then the next next week would be teachers' day. haha. one more day of studies after that and it would be the sept holidays ! LOL. but i dont think i would be slacking during the 9 days though. would be busy studying and revising for the coming exams with my darlings. but after the end of year exams i would really be slacking everyday. hahahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gosh. i'm going to sec three soon! what the hell. really dont wanna separate with my beloved endurance. *sighs. dont really have close friends in the other classes. i'm still closest with my endurance baobeis. really a friendly and lovable class to be with. =)) hmms. guess i should be treasuring the remaining little time with them bahhx. gonna really miss them so much so much.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112463030304167497?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112463030304167497/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112463030304167497' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112463030304167497'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112463030304167497'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/twenty-first-august-some-bo-liao-blogs.html' title='twenty first august - some bo liao blogs'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112364907785656865</id><published>2005-08-09T23:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.994-08:00</updated><title type='text'>HAPPY NATIONAL DAY</title><content type='html'>geex. just came back from the national day celebrations. haha. totally rawked ehs. i'm darn tired now la, but still so high. haha. hmms. met my darlings at northpoint around 5 or so. didnt really know what we did until 6+. haha. went to the playground near 300+ to munch on our chips. then joyce and wenjia went to wenjia's house to get the food. yesyes, wenjia's house had organised a bbq. geex. after eating we went back to wenjia's house to thank them for the food. geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;slacked around at her house for awhile. then the fireworks suddenly came out. haha. it's like so damn nice la. really very beautiful sia. hehe. damn high from then on. LOL. after the fireworks we went down to the field to join the crowd. haha. saw zhenxiong and his friends. hmms. we went crazy in the fields la. hahaha. but it was really damn fun. geex. there was this parade too la. and we were so happy saying hi to those soldiers. hahaha. they were really friendly ehs. geex. went to northpoint after that. gosh. the crowd was really a CROWD. hahaha. saw jeb with his bike. LOL. no wonder he couldnt get out of the field la.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;slacked at northpoint again. saw ian fun arhhx. haha. after sometime the shopping centre was closing already. so we sent joyce to the mrt station and went home after that. hmms. it was rather early to reach home for a national day la. reached home like 10 or 11 i think. hahaha. but who cares la. we enjoyed ourselves !! hehehehe.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112364907785656865?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112364907785656865/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112364907785656865' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112364907785656865'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112364907785656865'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/happy-national-day.html' title='HAPPY NATIONAL DAY'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112329954813110724</id><published>2005-08-06T11:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.911-08:00</updated><title type='text'>SONNY !</title><content type='html'>&lt;strong&gt;PS. I'VE UPLOADED PICTURES IN 'MEMORIES'. LOOK THROUGH THEM AND BE PATIENT!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA !&lt;br /&gt;GOSHNESS. My heart's still in the long bar at raffles hotel! haha. That's REALLY called LIFE. and i simply love sonny damn loads!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had to pia here and there today though, but i wasnt really upset about this. Pia-ed to school during recess to celebrate Samantha and Fiona's birthday. It was really nice. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reached yishun platform around 7 and pia-ed down to the esplanade with Fiona and LipKai. Didnt really know where Sonny was performing. Dear Uncle Ben told us it was near a hawker centre, the last stage. hmms. finally found the place after sometime. geex. Jesus were we lucky! Sonny's band hadnt performed yet. geex. The one on sax [Eddie if i'm not wrong], drummer, and the keyboardist were really familiar. hehe. LipKai said the male lead vocals' voice was really special. haha. Female vocals was Sonny's ex-wife. GOSH. THEY SANG REALLY WELL! haha. and our dear guitar teacher SONNY ISHNIN RAWKED! I fucking loved his guitar solo, and his vocals too! YESYES! Hotel California made him the limelight, with him on the vocals and guitar, and a LONG LONG guitar solo. It certainly made me go WOW. *speechless*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After the performance, we took Sonny's car with their bassist and pia-ed down to Raffles Hotel. haha. yesyes! we went INTO THE LONGBAR! LOL. It's a 18 and above restricted area! could you imagine how high we were? All around us were mostly caucasians, and they were really friendly. haha. Finally saw how popular Sonny was around there. There's just this certain charm in him that makes people like him huh? haha. He's really got this charisma in him. Oh my, he's just the idol in my life. Forget about Jay Chou or 5566, SONNY ISHNIN is really an idol. haha. That's what i call successful in life ehx. He's really sociable, and really nice to be with. LOL. just so comfortable when you're with him ehs. haha. anyway, the caucasians were rather considerate. geex. They knew we didnt smoke, so they blew their smoke towards another direction, haha. But somehow the smoke still got onto us, and LipKai really REAKED of smoke. He's so Sonny yesterday. hahaa. i mean, the smell. LOL. oh yes, and i loved the japanese song Sonny sang at the bar. LOVED IT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though reluctant, we still had to leave the place. haha. And we really loved the washroom. LOL. It's just so high-class ehs. haha. hmms. While we were on the train Uncle Ben called on my cell. He asked if we were still at the longbar cos he wanna come. haha. We told him we were on our way home, and he asked us if we wanted to go down to Bukit Panjang for supper. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reached home around 12+am. Still couldnt forget the night. *sighs. SONNY ISHNIN SIMPLY RAWKS LA!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112329954813110724?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112329954813110724/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112329954813110724' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112329954813110724'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112329954813110724'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/sonny.html' title='SONNY !'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112289902829015564</id><published>2005-08-01T20:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.813-08:00</updated><title type='text'>the combined</title><content type='html'>it's the first day of august'o5! LOL. happy month ahead darlings ! geex . havent blogged for so long. sorry! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;monday 250705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;holiday for all phs students ! geex . went on a class outing. hmms. though not the whole class was present, i was still rather glad that people turned up. love love endurance loads. =)) went to watch red candy at plaza singapura. geex. were like so high in the cinema. hehe. i love endurance!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;tuesday 260705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;never go to school today. LOL. cos my alarm didnt ring. haha. it's not an excuse! it's true! and it's terrible! LOL. have been slacking at home for so many days. and i didnt go to school today! hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;wednesday 270705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy birthday benjamin! LOL. woke up late again today. alarm didnt ring AGAIN. LOL. coincidentally wenjia couldnt manage to pia to the mrt station on time, so i continued slacking on my bed until 8+. went to macdonalds for breakfast again. geex. reached school during lower sec recess. LOL. sad arhx. you think it's fun? it'll be tiring if you do this all the time. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;thursday 280705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today can wake up liaox. haha. cos i got morning call from rayner. geex. thanks arhhx! LOL. today is the first time in the week i went for morning assembly. haha. superstar today. WEICONG WAS OUT ! what the?! urgh. jason should be out la. grrs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;friday 290705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last day of the week finally ! LOL. i was sleeping during mr koh's lesson. and no matter what he did, i wouldn't wake up. haha. sorry mr koh! i'm too tired to entertain him today la. he says i need public caning also. haha. hmms. stood throughout the assembly today. urgh. our class had the most number of people standing la. thanks to who ? hmms.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;saturday 300705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like so many people asked me to go out today. weird ehs ? haha. what's the occasion today arhx? LOL. in the end that joshua last minute ask me go peninsula see guitars. hehe. I LOVE THAT $1000 GUITAR! love that so much can cans. geex. after that went to bras basah complex only to find that all three guitar shops were closed. so the three of us went to bk at suntec to have dinner. then rayner asked us if we wanted to go amk. so we went lor. LOL. reached home at midnight. woohoosh~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sunday 310705&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;slacked today for so long. until 4+ then we decided to go swimming. haha. wenjia and i reached the swimming pool at around 6+ bahhx, and that si gay rayner soh was sitting so strikingly at that particular place. LOL. sorry rayner! hmms. cos there was alot of people in the pool, we waited for them to clear before getting in. haha. were like chatting instead of swimming la. accidentally kicked the walls of the pool. the whole piece of my third toe nail came out. goshness. it's gross can. after that went back to yishun for dinner. rayner went to seoul garden to dine with his friends. LOL. after that we went home liaox. woohoosh~ another day gone!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;monday 010805&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;school day again. by right that rayner should give me morning call. but he himself overslept. haha. so i was the one who morning called him. he said his alarm didnt ring la. LOL. nothing special today la. slacked for so long today. geex. after school went to the hawker centre behind the school for lunch with my darlings. then went home with felicia and wenjia cos joyce had gym practice. lalala. i reached home so early today. haha. and i slept for so long! geex.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112289902829015564?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112289902829015564/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112289902829015564' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112289902829015564'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112289902829015564'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/08/combined.html' title='the combined'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112222042837343245</id><published>2005-07-23T23:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.718-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>I'M SO HYPER CAN CAN ! GEEX. today's the PHS CARNIVAL la. hahaa. and i'm so tired okay. geex. but dont care, i'm gonna blog in anyway!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SIX AM! I woke up at six am! Bathed and dashed out. Reached the MRT station at 7+. That wenjia was LATE ! hahahaa. changed into the traditional costume when we reached the school. geex. helped out in the game stalls. was like so busy can. haha. hmms. around 9plus 10 am liddat, the carnival was officially opened to public. geex. boys brigade was so cool can!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TEN AM. carnival was offically opened. but we went to the classroom and slacked around. geex. i saw SANDY finally! hahaa. i miss her so much so much lor. changed back into carnival tee and school skirt at around 12? i forgot liaox la. haha. was like so comfortable la. i washed my face and made up twice that day. geex. cleanliness stuffs kkyaes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;TWELVE AM. my shift's here! haha. but felicia had np duty, and joyce had student councilor's duty. so ended up with only wenjia and i. we couldnt manage, so dear minghui helped us out. geex. anyway MR WANG'S SONS ARE SO CUTE ! geex. love Wayne and Ian so much. they're just so adorable. hehehe. and ya, cedric walked past infront of me and i went crazy! haha. i like so so so so long nvr see him already la. missed him so much can. haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After my shift i pia-ed down to the band area. geex. I LOVE LOVE FREQUENCY AND OVERDRIVE CAN ! hehe. Uncle Ben's so nice to help me take the picture of Jeremy's favourite white electric guitar. geex. By right the whole thing's supposed to end in an hour. Started at 1430, but ended at around 1600 or 1700. haha. But nvm la, i enjoyed the thing so much. *grins*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saw ppl like cheehow, cedric, terry, chuanying, charles, alex, gerald, irene, shuli, ziyang, bj, ashley, benjamin, filbert, ian, andrew, celina and so many more. geex. missed them so much can. all our dear phs graduates (except for charles la). met up with my primary school mates too. saw ppl like mavis, maxine and wilfred. haha. more like a gathering to me. LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went outside to have lunch after that. saw cedric at the hawker centre! geex. had our lunch and went back to the school. hehe. Thanks to Rayner, the nine of us went to the haunted house LOL. shant tell you. Felicia even shook hands with a "ghost" . so cute can. hahaha. went to tend our stalls after that. but since there werent much business, we closed the stalls and gave out the sweets FOC. haha. ran around and helped other classes sell their thing. geex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Justina made me so high ! haha. i chased her around the parade square. LOL. Fiona and i were shaking our asses off at the parade ground. geex. that was when i was really really high. hahaa. imagine some crazy girls shaking and dancing in the parade ground. geex. 2endurance were like singing to the dedications at the centre of the place. hahaa. centre of attention sia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;WE CHEERED. WE SCREAMED. WE SANG. WE DANCED. WE LAUGHED. WE HUGGED. WE SHAKED. WE HELPED OUT. WE GATHERED. WE ENJOYED. AND WE RAWKED! GEEX. ENDURANCE SIMPLY RAWKS TO THE MOON AND BACK CAN CAN! &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We cleared up the last bit of the school la. and we were the last to leave. geex. were all so happy greeting the teachers goodnight. haha. teachers like Mr Wee, Mrs Susan Tan, Mr Chin, Mr Ang. LOL. We thanked our dear principal Mrs Tan and our two form teachers Ms Chua and Mr Wang and his family. geex. Really love them. haha. Thanks Alistair for helping us take our class photo anyway. haha. Went to the hawker centre behind to have our dinner with a quarter of 2e05. geex. then went home. woohoosh~~ i love love phs carnival 2oo5. 2ENDURANCEo5 SIMPLY RAWKS!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112222042837343245?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112222042837343245/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112222042837343245' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112222042837343245'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112222042837343245'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/im-so-hyper-can-can-geex.html' title=''/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112203241053891125</id><published>2005-07-22T19:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.617-08:00</updated><title type='text'>PHS CARNIVAL TMR</title><content type='html'>geex. The big day's tomorrow! LOL. hehe. Must patronise our stall yes yes ? LOL. 2endurance hor. remember. geex. Everyone in the class were so busy today, working very hard to help make our stalls a success. geex. we'll be having 3 stalls la. hahaa. hmms. 5agape's doing haunted house ? hahaa. Really wonder what's like inside. geex. damn interested can. hahahaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's racial harmony day tomorrow also la. I'll be wearing this malay cum vietnam costume. LOL. okay la, it's alright la. dont suit me maybe ? hmms. but nevermind la, just for two hours marx. geex. have to change lots of times tomorrow sia. gosh. more like a fashion show or camp to me. hahahaa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway it's pandemonium on the first storey today. hahaa. the upper sec are busy hammering wood and making different stuffs for the carnival. and the space around the stairs were flooded with arcade machines. woohoo. cool ehs ? an arcade right in our school! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh ya. this is the part i wanna highlight. gonna have this JAMMING SESSION from 1430 to 1530. haha. i know i've repeated this many many times. but you really have to catch that if you are there. it'll be outside the bookshop that area. somewhere around there la. geex. look out for that keyboardist Bryant with spikey and white cum black *or some colours* hair. haha. he's so cool la, but alrights, i admit he's not very shuai la. haha. he looks like ivan though. geex. oh yes, he's in the band OVERDRIVE by the way. LOL. hmms. there's this other band called FREQUENCY. look out for the drummer Johnston and lead guitarist Jeremy! LOL. they're the sons of Uncle Ben, my music school's manager. geex. really look forward to their jamming. geex. gotta be there ! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Though it's gonna be a long long and tiring day tomorrow, it's gonna be real fun too. geex. gonna be having so much fun going from stalls to stalls, and socializing with friends from outside the school. geex. LOL. so hmms, seeya ppl there tomorrow at the carnival ! =))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112203241053891125?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112203241053891125/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112203241053891125' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112203241053891125'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112203241053891125'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/phs-carnival-tmr.html' title='PHS CARNIVAL TMR'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112186265924068840</id><published>2005-07-20T20:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.528-08:00</updated><title type='text'>craziness in endurance</title><content type='html'>Three cheers for 2endurance'o5! LOL. Was really happy when our class was announced during assembly for raising high funds. geex. The whole class was given the carnival teeshirt. haha. It's not really the teeshirt that matters, it's what we've put in and how much we've put in. hehe. love endurance more and more now! hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;geex. today was TOTAL CRAZINESS in 2endurance! hahaa. we were all happily munching on our tidbits steph and gang sold behind the classroom. geex. It's like a mini-minimart in 2endurance. hahaa. It was really full of lollipops, crackers, seaweed and so on. hahaa. anybody wanna buy some food and munch during lesson? come find us at 2endurance la. geex. but dont look for us at the wrong time please. Mr Wang's so so so nice to us la. LOL. Three cheers for Mr Wang! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23rd JULY is our carnival day! haha. remember to come hor. geex. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED! carnival coupons will be sold on that day itself la. haha. but remember to come to 2endurance ehs? geex. seeya guys at the carnival!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112186265924068840?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112186265924068840/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112186265924068840' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112186265924068840'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112186265924068840'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/craziness-in-endurance.html' title='craziness in endurance'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112158174462643988</id><published>2005-07-17T14:29:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.423-08:00</updated><title type='text'>I feel so sarcastic</title><content type='html'>GRRS. Dont know why i just feel so sarcastic and heartless. Had been cursing about that freak who lives off my mother all night yesterday (Thanks, Rayner). Then I read my bestie's blog. What the heck. Nobody's making me angry or hurting me, but I'm just here cursing and making myself angry. Damn it. Bastards are all over the city, and the scariest ones are often just beside you. If that bastard who knows I'm talking about him is reading these words right now, I would gladly ask you to reflect on yourself seriously. What kind of qualities do you have to do such things ? haha. How nice can you be ehs? I have no intention of making anyone shed another tear again ; I just wish bad guys will just fuck off spontaneously. THANK YOU.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;School day tomorrow. Geex. What'll happen in this week? Hmms. Really looking forward to the carnival day. Hopefully people will really cheer up and stay happy. Geex. But most importantly, HAHA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PERFORMANCE BY OVERDRIVE AND FREQUENCY !&lt;br /&gt;2-4 PM. 23rd JULY 2oo5.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LOL. Must take note hor. Geex. Catch ya guys around ! Love you lots. =))&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112158174462643988?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112158174462643988/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112158174462643988' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112158174462643988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112158174462643988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/i-feel-so-sarcastic.html' title='I feel so sarcastic'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112131404371764589</id><published>2005-07-14T12:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:29.300-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Home Again</title><content type='html'>Geex. I'm home AGAIN ! LOL. Was really tired this morning, so might as well stay at home and get a few more hours of sleep. Haha. Anyone missed me? Heex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Removed the background music from the blog. It was really noisy, and I'll have to stop the music player all the time. Haha. So forget it, I removed the music.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having guitar lessons later. Wow. Have been really busy these few days. Went to have lunch with my darlings on Monday, so i didnt manage to have a nice nap. Went selling the carnival tickets with my darlings and Rayner on Tuesday. Didnt sleep again. And we ended up slacking at the playground below WeiBin's house till it was so late. Had napfa yesterday, didnt get to sleep again. URGH. If i went to school today, I'll have guitar lessons today, so i wouldnt get any sleep again. Haha. And i guess i'm starting volleyball again tomorrow. So again, I wouldnt get any sleep! LOL. Really a damn busy week la. GOSH. I'm even lazy to walk cos my leg's hurting. Haha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alrights. Have to learn ALMOST now. My dear Char Kuay Teows! Haha. Have to pia hard !&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112131404371764589?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112131404371764589/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112131404371764589' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112131404371764589'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112131404371764589'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/home-again.html' title='Home Again'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112082661953574299</id><published>2005-07-08T20:43:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:28.699-08:00</updated><title type='text'>FUCK THE ACTRESSES</title><content type='html'>FUCK THOSE ACTRESSES SIA. GOSH. do they think they're so great when they're just EXTRAS? *sighs. Total bitches and bastards sia. and Ms Chung actually paiseh-ed herself just now by catching them for listening to some devices. LOL. That was really paiseh sia, but those fucking bitches actually made faces at her. WHAT THE LOR.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmms. Got confused what i'm talking about? LOL. I not stupid 2 is filmed in our school. And today during assembly, the sec ones and twos were asked to go to the hall to help in the movie. haha. It was the scene where Tom [Shawn Lee] was caned publicly la. Urgh. We were like so impatient in there la, LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Went to slack after school with wenjia. Dont know what the heck we've been doing. Hmms. Oh ya. The school's asking for students who wanna perform as a band on the carnival day. LOL. That means Frequency and Overdrive's definitely coming? haha. I hope so bahhx. HEE. I'm fucking tired out now. Gonna go get some rest. SEEYA GUYS.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112082661953574299?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112082661953574299/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112082661953574299' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112082661953574299'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112082661953574299'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/fuck-actresses.html' title='FUCK THE ACTRESSES'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112073951607145100</id><published>2005-07-07T20:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:28.613-08:00</updated><title type='text'>THEY'RE COMING TO PERFORM !</title><content type='html'>GOSHNESS. Frequency and Overdrive might be coming to PHS to perform! LOL. That's really great news for me. I can get to see Jeremy, Johnston and Byrant in my school. haha. Three cheers for CP Music and Mrs Carolin Tan! HEE. Heard this great news from Uncle Ben, and it would be on the PHS Carnival Day [23rdJuly]. Anyone out there wanna buy the coupons? Haha. Feel free to approach ME! LOL.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gymnasts are having their competitions today. Our dear Joyce, Jane, JinShi and Samantha looked really nice. haha. Heard they won dont know which school as far as i know. LOL. CONGRATS!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had guitar lessons today. Finally got back my guitar [thanks to that counterLADY] sometimes LADIES arent so nice afterall ; maybe ah lians are much better than them. This is tested and proven. =). Gonna learn really hard for those songs. WATCH ME! heex.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hmms. Had a surprise spot check today. In the morning it was only for the girls [or ladies]. LOL. I'm so guai man ; i didnt get caught. Okay la, that Ms Chua caught me for my socks AGAIN. haha. Mrs Tan rattled on about what teenage pregnancy thing, then what virginity thing the whole assembly. LOL. I'm a virgin hor. haha. Stop picking on me hor. LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERALD.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112073951607145100?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112073951607145100/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112073951607145100' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112073951607145100'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112073951607145100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/theyre-coming-to-perform.html' title='THEY&apos;RE COMING TO PERFORM !'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112065001984739038</id><published>2005-07-06T19:40:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:28.516-08:00</updated><title type='text'>I LOVE WEES!</title><content type='html'>haha. Had a rather great time in school today. LOL. Sorry endurance for the noise pollution la, but i'm really hyper today. haha. Too long never go back to school already, forgive me la. HEE. Halfway through chapel service i was really hyper - have to thank the song "Shout To The Lord" for that. haha. Clement really sang it well, it was so r&amp;b-ish. haha. LOVELY. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was making damn hell loads of noise in class after that. haha. Our dear history teacher Mr Lai didnt come. So this Mr Wee came in and sat there. LOL. He's so cute can. HAHA. It was like, our group around that corner were darn high. Could really hear SO MUCH laughters from us. haha. I forgot what wenjia told me, then i said fuck you really loudly. Then it was said that Mr Wee's face CHANGED. haha. He went, "who was that?" LOL. so cute. Alot more such languages were used la, then he was really STUNNED. haha. SO cute of him. LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The people in GYMNASTICS are having competition tomorrow. GOOD LUCK TO THEM! hee. SEEYA guys tomorrow in school ehs? LOL. love ya!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112065001984739038?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112065001984739038/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112065001984739038' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112065001984739038'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112065001984739038'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/i-love-wees.html' title='I LOVE WEES!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112055900856183266</id><published>2005-07-05T18:23:00.001-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:28.239-08:00</updated><title type='text'>headache again</title><content type='html'>LOL. i'm at home AGAIN. haha. call me a weakling if you want to, cos i admit that too. It might appear to you that i'm more than alright, but i'm so much attacked by the stupid headache can. I woke up this morning from my pathetic 3 hour sleep and almost died. haha. The fucking headache is killing me ; even caused me to feel nauseous la. LOL. I suspect i have cancer man. haha. die die. Better treasure the times you have with me. HAHA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gosh. Can you believe this? Things are so amazing nowadays. haha. My besties would know what's going on. For the others, dont even bother to ask anyone of us cause we wouldnt gurantee you an answer. and DONT FORCE us to give you an answer alright. haha. PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL. *evil laugh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Guess what i've been doing the whole day? haha. I've been stuffing myself with VCDs! LOL. I really had nothing to do can. haha. My besties came to find me just now. So sweet of them. hehe. They specially passed me my homework, right to my doorstep man. And they actually accompanied me for some time. haha. I'm so fortunate. HEHE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyone missed me when I'm not around today? LOL. Sure got alot right. haha. Heard it was quiet when I wasnt around. But with FELICIA LAM and HUWENJIA around hor. Guess it would be rather not true. LOL. k la k la. Since they so nice to me, I shant say anything further liao la. haha.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112055900856183266?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112055900856183266/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112055900856183266' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112055900856183266'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112055900856183266'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/headache-again_05.html' title='headache again'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-112022835172550794</id><published>2005-07-01T22:32:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:28.065-08:00</updated><title type='text'>youth day celebrations</title><content type='html'>lol. had a great time in school today! haha. there's this youth day celebration thing organised by the dear teachers of phs. haha. totally rocked although it's obvious that there hadnt been rehearsals or whatsoever. lol. ms tan sor tin was like wow. haha. she's so natural and oh man, do i love her. lol. mr ng's so cute! haha. feel like bringing him home and pinch his cheeks. lol. he's just so adorable. hahaha. guess we've had been really high in the hall just now. lol. no image la.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today was also st john and ncc day, or at least, they celebrated it today. haha. had a great time laughing at them la. but i'm nice. lol. i pia-ed my last bit of the chinese holiday assignments today during chinese period. lalala. i actually finished them! hahaha. i'm so guai right. lol. spent FOUR HOURS writing like a thousand words for the chinese thing. hahah. my hand's breaking la. lol. suddenly feel so guai nowadays man. haha. i just did my homework lehx! lol. wonder how long this can continue. hahaha. i can do chinese la, but for maths, it's a no-no. cos i'm blank when i see maths. lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gonna be promoted to sec3 in another 5 or 6 months' time. haha. hopefully wont land up in 3normal la. lol. anyway, thanks to mei earn. she asked me whether i wanna join the recrea. team. hahaha. though never play for school team la, but at least i got cca right. then that ms chua wont come find me and counsel me all the time already. but things are not set yet la. lol. i quit volleyball like a year ago, then a year later i'm joining back. hahaha. it's kinda weird la. but other than volleyball, i like nowhere to go already lehx. lol. guess volleyball's still my place bahx. hehe.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-112022835172550794?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/112022835172550794/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=112022835172550794' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112022835172550794'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/112022835172550794'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/07/youth-day-celebrations.html' title='youth day celebrations'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111976827170452188</id><published>2005-06-26T14:44:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.964-08:00</updated><title type='text'>last day of holidays</title><content type='html'>wow. the holidays ended so quickly. grr. damn. i havent enjoyed enough yet. hmms. went to catch initial d the day before [24th june] hahaha. it's like so nice can. lol. i fucking loved it so much. go catch the movie if you guys havent ya? highly recommended. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went to pierce two more earholes on the right yesterday with wenjia. grr. what the fuck. have to take the stud out by tonight. and i tried doing that just now. it's like so painful la. so i gave up. haha. hopefully by tonight i can take it out bahx. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;went for my music school de concert yesterday with lipkai, eehui and fiona. gosh. mrs carolin tan was there too. and uncle ben actually pointed us to her. haha. i loved the band performance so much. hehe. frequency!! lalala. loved it fucking much though i hate the vocals as much too. hehe. jeremy's my idol man. and i loved the white electric guitar he was playing with. johnston's drum was great too. hahahaha. kaos. the two brothers are so cute! and keyboardist byrant! *sighs. why cant they be in the same band? lol. i love his hair and his style. hahaha. his keyboard and piano rawked so much. hahaha. gosh. still have to face them in the school de. hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow's first day of school. imagine i still have to face those fucking books. haha. have to crowd in that cramp and stuffy room. *sighs. God bless us man. hmms. but this also means that the days we are having together are getting lesser and lesser. we'll be sec3s next year. how close can we still be? hahaha. guess we arent that close now already.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111976827170452188?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111976827170452188/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111976827170452188' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111976827170452188'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111976827170452188'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/last-day-of-holidays.html' title='last day of holidays'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111960500522804894</id><published>2005-06-24T17:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.872-08:00</updated><title type='text'>ton out again. hehe.</title><content type='html'>wah. such a freaking long day sia. haha. yesterday i woke up at exactly 12 noon. lol. then pia down to marsiling for my dear guitar. kaos. i love the band man. so nice can. looking forward to tmr's concert. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;hmms. after that i pia back home again. lol. to wash up and change. it was around 8 or 9 liao bahx. hehe. then went out to meet felicia and wenjia. lol. wanted to catch initial D actually, but everywhere was fully booked. *grrs. so ended up eating at j8's foodcourt, calling ppl to join us. lol. haha.&lt;br /&gt;in the end our changi trip was cancelled. we went to east coast straightaway. met rayner, zhenxiong and bj - the birthday boy! and bj looks alot like la bi xiao xin! hahaha. hmms. spent one whole night at east coast. almost doing nothing. haha. this morning around 7 or 8 liddat, took bus back home. lol.&lt;br /&gt;later i'm still going out to watch initial D. i aint tired la. but my feet's aching. *grr. and the ulcer sucks. kaos. damn it sia. stupid ulcer. i'm like in a pathetic state right now la. here pain there ache de. i stoned at home for like 5 solid days. then when i finally stepped out of the house, i'm so pathetic liaox. haha. tmr still have concert. lol. good luck to me. hehe. cya.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111960500522804894?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111960500522804894/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111960500522804894' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111960500522804894'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111960500522804894'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/ton-out-again-hehe.html' title='ton out again. hehe.'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111907645370845537</id><published>2005-06-18T14:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.792-08:00</updated><title type='text'>bon voyage wenjia!</title><content type='html'>bon voyage my dear wenjia! lol. she's finally overseas. haha. PEACE! lol. jkjk la. we'll miss you de la hor. so remember our presents. haha. went to watch ghost train yesterday with wenjia and felicia. haha. it was okay la. but i still prefer shutter and the grudge. dont know why. haha. after that wenjia came my house to get the pants she lent me. sorry la wenjia. hehe. then i realised i havent had my dinner yet. lol. it was already 10+ at night la. hahaha. so we went downstairs for our dinner, without noticing it was near 11 already. hahaha. anyway, that fever until become idiot de freak lost our bet. muahahahaha. and guess what she's gonna do? lol. *secret* hahaha. but it's gonna be really so fun. lol. alrights. catch ya guys at the chalet. love ya loads!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111907645370845537?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111907645370845537/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111907645370845537' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111907645370845537'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111907645370845537'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/bon-voyage-wenjia.html' title='bon voyage wenjia!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111889850033302578</id><published>2005-06-16T13:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.696-08:00</updated><title type='text'>the crack that would never heal</title><content type='html'>*sighs. some "major" things happened last night. and wow. i went crazy again. lol. but luckily it's just for a while bahx. but i hope it's sunshine after rain now bahx. hmms. really look forward to joyce's chalet. lol. it's on the 24th and 25th. but wtf. i have to go to the cp concert on the 25th, 5 to 7 pm. damn it. bo bian la. maybe i'll sleep there? haha. but i dont want to! hmms. shall see bahx. still have another 8 more days to go. and good gracious, i havent touched my chinese holiday assignment yet. 2 compositions and 1 group work. *grrs. my 3 darlings!!! where are you??!! gonna finish the project lehx! haha. i'm feeling so pathetic right now. eating overnight rice with overnight steamed egg. *grrs. it sucks. i guess instant mee is so much better. if i ever get food poisoning remember to visit me at the hospital hor. lol. oh ya. btw, get well soon xiao qi gui! =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111889850033302578?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111889850033302578/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111889850033302578' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111889850033302578'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111889850033302578'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/crack-that-would-never-heal.html' title='the crack that would never heal'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111883469957275899</id><published>2005-06-15T19:26:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.626-08:00</updated><title type='text'>drifting apart</title><content type='html'>how many of you were at least a little moved by the previous post? muahahaha. so sad right. haiz. hmms. anyway my darling xuena. i got your present already. haha. thank me quick. lol. but i wish the present was mine! lol. *sighs. we're drifting apart already la. no more like last time already. so sad right? right??!! haha. has become so cold, so dao, so.... weird. not like the usual self already. *grrs. happens everytime. what the fuck sia. *sighs. forget it bahx. let nature take its course lor. school's reopening soon. catch ya around in school babes and dudes!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111883469957275899?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111883469957275899/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111883469957275899' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111883469957275899'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111883469957275899'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/drifting-apart.html' title='drifting apart'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111863609601647395</id><published>2005-06-13T12:16:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.521-08:00</updated><title type='text'>endurance</title><content type='html'>*sighs. i fucking miss endurance so suddenly. saw the endurance blog just now. justina posted something. *grr. made me almost teared. 3/4 of the time we should be together has already passed. and so many things has happened. to make things worse, to make things better. *sighs. people are never contented. when you were asked to split, everyone was trying very hard to salvage the class. when you could be together, you wished more than anything else to split. now we're only left with half a year. dont think that's long, it's only a fucking short period of time can. *grr. nobody says how much he or she loves endurance anymore. at least, that's what i see. have always recalled what we did in the past. the cheering competition between endurance and devotion. we always cheered alot. in the bus during an excursion, or on any occasions the school organised. we were always so enthusiastic. the way we "dealt with" teachers in the past ; we always made the teacher walk out fuming. *sighs. that's just memories. maybe we could never get the same old endurance back forever. the faithfulness, devotion, unity and whatsoever values that were found in 1e'o5, now all became backstabbing, faked kindliness, and riot. hey, this is not the endurance i know eh? hmms. guess everyone does change as time passes bahx. people mature ya? guess i'll just have to keep all the endurance memories deep inside, cos everything would never be the same again bahx. could anyone recall the last time we cheered from our hearts together? could anyone recall the last time we did the same things sincerely together? *sighs. maybe these things are only beautiful when it becomes memory. God bless everyone in endurance. =) we are never replaced ya? *sighs. i miss yilin!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111863609601647395?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111863609601647395/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111863609601647395' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111863609601647395'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111863609601647395'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/endurance.html' title='endurance'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111832738296398779</id><published>2005-06-09T22:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.440-08:00</updated><title type='text'>NEW GUITAR</title><content type='html'>yayness! i bought a new guitar! lol. it's metal stringed and it rawks big time! hehe. the colour [black]'s so nice! but the milky stripes along the two sides spoilt everything. but so what? haha. it's metal stringed and it's my darling! so all you people, dont even think of touching my darling alright. haha. it's my baobei and if you fucking scratch it or bang into it, i will be after your life! was in that music paradise for like 7 hours? haha. loved it so so so much. and lipkai learnt the bass! hahaha. yaya already la. i'm gonna learn the tabs sooner or later. lol. hehe. anyway. i just sort of quarrelled with my mother again. lol. she's crazy la. and she fucking spoilt my mood. she's like almost like trying to find things to quarrel with me. MADNESS. but nevermind. hehe. i've got my darling to accompany me. hehe. gonna rock the house! lalala. oh ya. anyway, happy birthday xuena!!! hehe.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111832738296398779?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111832738296398779/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111832738296398779' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111832738296398779'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111832738296398779'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/new-guitar.html' title='NEW GUITAR'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111824271413518359</id><published>2005-06-08T22:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.333-08:00</updated><title type='text'>changi trip</title><content type='html'>alohas. just came back from changi. lol. it's still early to me lehx. urgh. so freaked up. came home so darn early. knn. whose fault? haha. mine la mine la. lol. sorry la. =p. hmms. but i didnt suggest to take the cab home de hor. lol. whose fault whose fault? haha. i'm tired la. but i dont wanna sleep. but i'm having guitar lessons tomorrow. so die die must force myself to sleep. haha. but what to do la. i just cant fall asleep can. grr. so fucked up sia. today go changi machiam go for the arcade nia. lol. we go there so early also dont know do what sia. go there eat. play bubble. arcade. kee siao [ applies to boonchee only bahx. haha ] go see ah gua. haha. but we like didnt manage to spot anyone closed up lehx. whose fault again? aiya. freak la. so wasted sia. nevermind. gonna go there again. hahaha. dont feel like staying north. haha. my dearies! pei me go somewhere far again these few days!!!!!!!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111824271413518359?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111824271413518359/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111824271413518359' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111824271413518359'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111824271413518359'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/changi-trip.html' title='changi trip'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111798179620490556</id><published>2005-06-05T22:31:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.250-08:00</updated><title type='text'>new blog skin</title><content type='html'>uh huh. hehe. here i come again. wooosh~ anyone missed me? hmms. got a new cleaned up blogskin. lol. the previous one was beautiful, but it was kinda messy ya? lol. i stayed home the whole day. grr. and that's not a good thing. haha. if you ever thought staying at home to relax was a marvellous way to spend your beautiful sunday, then i would fufil your wish. haha. try staying at home and facing the computer the whole day. cos there aint anything better to do! and it'll be really sad when there's nobody to accompany you out. hmms. okay la. my fault also. haha. it's just that i have no mood to go la. hehe. sorry guys! go somewhere else next time perhaps? hehe. someone who said i was always disturbing him accompanied me the whole day. lol. through msn that is. haha. sorry la. lol. i had nothing better to do other than irritating you marx. lol. thanks la. hehe. cant wait to jam again! anyway. i'm so fucked up by the stupid weather. it's killing me. i'm bathing a thousand times but i'm still sticky all over. urgh. not even air conditioners could save me. throw me into the freezer please. haha.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111798179620490556?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111798179620490556/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111798179620490556' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111798179620490556'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111798179620490556'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/new-blog-skin.html' title='new blog skin'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111781101213501986</id><published>2005-06-03T23:04:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.150-08:00</updated><title type='text'>east coast craziness</title><content type='html'>lalala! i'm so high now! haha. but nobody wants to entertain me! so bad. lol. that stupid wenjia wanna watch tv. then that rayner SO dao. urgh. freak la. so boring. hahaha. i just went east coast with them la. i'm so high now. haha. when we were at east coast on the way home, i very high liao. lol. it's the beer! it's the macdonalds! it's the sour sweet! lol. and that stupid rayner say i'm heavy! what the. urgh. nevermind. hahaha. i'm the lightest among the three of us. lol. lalala. hehe. so high todae la. aint gonna be the last time. hahahaha. everyone's scolding me siao. FINE! lol. lalalalalalala.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111781101213501986?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111781101213501986/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111781101213501986' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111781101213501986'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111781101213501986'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/06/east-coast-craziness.html' title='east coast craziness'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111734781175621997</id><published>2005-05-28T23:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:27.068-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood</title><content type='html'>Inside Your Heaven [Carrie Underwood]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was down, but now im blessed,&lt;br /&gt;I felt a revelation coming around,&lt;br /&gt;I guess it's right, it's so amazing,&lt;br /&gt;Everytime I see you, im alive,&lt;br /&gt;Your all i got, you lift me up,&lt;br /&gt;The sun and the moonlight,&lt;br /&gt;All my dreams are in your eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Chorus)&lt;br /&gt;I, wanna be inside you heaven,&lt;br /&gt;Take me to the place you cry from,&lt;br /&gt;When the storm blows you away,&lt;br /&gt;I, wanna be the arms to hold you,&lt;br /&gt;Every bit of air your breathing in, a soothing wind,&lt;br /&gt;I wanna be inside your heaven&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When minutes turn to days and years,&lt;br /&gt;If mountians fall ill still be here,&lt;br /&gt;Holding you, until the day I die&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I, wanna be inside you heaven,&lt;br /&gt;Take me to the place you cry from,&lt;br /&gt;When the storm blows you away,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I, wanna be inside you heaven,&lt;br /&gt;Take me to the place you cry from,&lt;br /&gt;When the storm blows you away,&lt;br /&gt;I, wanna be the arms to hold you,&lt;br /&gt;Every bit of air your breathing in, a soothing wind,&lt;br /&gt;I wanna be inside your heaven&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ooh yes I do, I wanna be inside, your heaven&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111734781175621997?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111734781175621997/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111734781175621997' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111734781175621997'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111734781175621997'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/inside-your-heaven-carrie-underwood.html' title='Inside Your Heaven - Carrie Underwood'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111720771305084507</id><published>2005-05-27T23:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.961-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i failed ONE subject</title><content type='html'>YAY!! i failed ONE subject only!! hehe. i passed my english and my MATHS!!! lolls. so darn happy la. hahaha. dont laugh at me. dont say i'm retarded. i'm just happy i failed only one subject and that's home econs, all thanks to the stupid coursework. hahaha. but nevermind la. home econs isnt important. lolls. all the borderlined marks is enough for me already. haha. what's next? JUNE HOLIDAYS!!! say hip hip hurray! hahaha. one month of FUN!! hehe. gonna turn myself into another person le. hehe. gonna kee siao lerx. lalala. dont miss me horx!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111720771305084507?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111720771305084507/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111720771305084507' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111720771305084507'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111720771305084507'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/i-failed-one-subject.html' title='i failed ONE subject'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111693518459540540</id><published>2005-05-24T19:46:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.854-08:00</updated><title type='text'>what the fuck</title><content type='html'>haha. i'm burnt all over la. lolls. so dont ever touch me these days hor. thanks ya. haha. but it's so much better now la. hehe. that day [220505] was so fun la. lolls. love the out of tune [WU DING] by our dear dear endurance baobeis. hehe. oh ya. God bless me sia. dont wanna be nagged by my mum. URGH. so fucking irritating de. haha. got back three papers le. english, science and chinese. haha. all passed la. AMEN. lolls. May God bless my other papers. I DONT WANNA FAIL LA. haha. oh ya. happy birthday wilfred by the way! haha.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111693518459540540?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111693518459540540/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111693518459540540' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111693518459540540'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111693518459540540'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/what-fuck.html' title='what the fuck'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111638828246431825</id><published>2005-05-18T11:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.700-08:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm home again</title><content type='html'>ha. guess what? i'm at home again. lolls. pon school? well. sort of. haha. i woke up late. really late. but it wasnt on purpose. lolls. but it's okay. haha. i dont give a damn anyway. lolls. hmms. tomorrow's thursday again! hehe. love love the LOCs. trespassers can just fucking get lost. cos the LOCs cannot be replaced! yeah. none of them can be replaced! haha. by the way. i just got my 6230i. lolls. finally change phone lerx. hahaha. i've changed my number anyway. no longer using 91406867. haha. get my new number from me barhhx! thanks. =) the LOCs chose it for me cos it's the easiest to remember among those few numbers. hahaha. three cheers for the LOCs man. hehe. gonna rawk the house soon! cant wait for the next gathering. hehe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;LIFE OF CONTROVERSY ;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111638828246431825?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111638828246431825/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111638828246431825' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111638828246431825'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111638828246431825'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/im-home-again.html' title='i&apos;m home again'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111607618088555256</id><published>2005-05-14T21:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.618-08:00</updated><title type='text'>temporary changing the phone</title><content type='html'>haha. todae changed phone with my dear dear wenjia. lolls. falling in love with k700i liaox. how arhx. haha. cham lerx larx. but nevermind. i'm changing a new phone soon. most probably would be 6230i barhhx. lolls. kkyaes. i blogged because i wanna tell the whole world i'm so happy. haha. everyone's so nice. lolls. hehehe. dont turn your back on me at this point k. =)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111607618088555256?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111607618088555256/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111607618088555256' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111607618088555256'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111607618088555256'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/temporary-changing-phone.html' title='temporary changing the phone'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111581787862041945</id><published>2005-05-11T21:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.529-08:00</updated><title type='text'>left with only cme.</title><content type='html'>yippee!! haha. todae's my smoothest wednesday all my life. todae de art exam was like so chaotic. haha. it doesnt even seem like an exam at all. everyone was like walking all around the classroom, and going out of the class as and when we like. haha. pandemonium in 2endurance. lolls. finally, the art exam's over. =). left with only the pathetic cme. haha. and mid year's officially over!! yippee. lolls.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111581787862041945?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111581787862041945/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111581787862041945' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111581787862041945'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111581787862041945'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/left-with-only-cme.html' title='left with only cme.'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111572993657329062</id><published>2005-05-10T20:58:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.423-08:00</updated><title type='text'>EXAMS ARE OVER!!</title><content type='html'>haha. exams are finally over!! hehe. so happy. all my geog, my science, my maths, my chinese, my home econs, my everything all forget liao!! haha. upper secs jiayou la hor. i'm left with only art and cme, two unimportant subjects. YAY. hehe. after another three more hours of exams and i'm officially free!!! hahahaha. for now. i dont fucking need to remember all sorts of stupid and irritating facts and definitions and formulae. yippee. finally can enjoy and relax lerx. haha. but i havent done my art prep work yet. and i havent packed my bag. lolls. dont think i ever gave a damn about art. i suck at that can. lolls. just today i went swimming with my besties. lolls. long time since i last went to a swimming pool. haha. had a great meal at j8's kfc. haha. long time since i stepped into j8 too. saw ziyang there. lolls. i love his hair man. hahaha. k la. gotta pia my art prep work. good luck to my. lolls.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111572993657329062?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111572993657329062/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111572993657329062' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111572993657329062'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111572993657329062'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/exams-are-over.html' title='EXAMS ARE OVER!!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111547551054292945</id><published>2005-05-07T22:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.337-08:00</updated><title type='text'>this world sucks</title><content type='html'>this fucking world's full of irritating busybodies!!!! what the hell. went amk library mugging again with my besties. but some people totally suck. she can jolly well get lost and go to another place if she feels we are too noisy. we are not there for you to observe can. stop fucking think you are so matured and that you have the every right to judge us. what the fuck kayy. what fucking right do you think you have to talk to rayner? stop thinking he's your criminal and asking him all sorts of questions that arent related to you at all. freak. what has his life got to do with you? you stupid crazy fucko. fancy saying we are noisy. and so what if boys and girls have contact? this is an open society. it doesnt mean that opposite genders cant speak to each other ya? get this in your fucking head. you dont have the right to talk to any of us. you dont have the right to judge us. you can jolly well complain to any of the librarians. i dont give a damn. dont think you are a matured adult. you are worse than us.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111547551054292945?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111547551054292945/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111547551054292945' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111547551054292945'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111547551054292945'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/this-world-sucks.html' title='this world sucks'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111500507723636630</id><published>2005-05-02T11:37:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.232-08:00</updated><title type='text'>this labour sunday</title><content type='html'>&lt;table id="HB_Mail_Container" height="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="100%" width="100%" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;td id="HB_Focus_Element" valign="top" width="100%" background="" height="250" unselectable="off"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;haha. todae was so crazy. was supposed to be studying and revising for the chinese mid year exam. lolls. ended up playing and got flour all over. lolls. at first wenjia, joyce and i were at northpoint's macdonalds studying. haha. but the two of them were like so high. playing here and there. lolls. and we stayed there too long. haha. kena washed out of the place. lolls. so we had nowhere to go you see. haha. so ke lian. called loadsa ppl. but no one's place was really available. haha. weibin said can go. but joyce said it would be weird having three girls going to his house. lolls. and there's no air con somemore. haha. so forget it larhhx. lolls. went to wenjia's place instead. slacked around under her house until it rained. haha. then went back to her house. we had nothing much to do. and didnt really feel like studying. lolls. so we dug out her self raising flour and played with it in her room. haha. her dad and sis were asleep marx. lolls. play until whole body all kena. bo bian but to bath. haha. after using her computer for a while we decided to have dinner out. lolls. had quite alot lehh. haha. joyce had two bowls of mee hoon guay [however that is spelt] and one otah plus chrysanthemum i think. haha. wenjia had a plate of $4 de hokkien mee and 5 sticks of otah plus a cup of iced milo. i had a plate of $4 de hokkien mee too and 4 sticks of otah plus ice green tea. haha. omg. darn full up sia. lolls. ppl around us were like looking at us. haha. cos was feeling really down. decided to gorge ourselves. haha. after that we sent joyce to yishun mrt station. then walked to aherm's house for a look. haha. after that took our buses home separately. later in the afternoon rayner's coming to help me fix com. haha. sekali this is the last entry i can post with my own computer. haha. can trust him anot huh? lolls. God bless me. haha.&lt;/span&gt; &lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr hb_tag="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;td style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;div id="hotbar_promo"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;blockquote id="ddd06f49"&gt;&lt;table id="HB_Mail_Container" height="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="100%" unselectable="on" width="100%"&gt;&lt;td id="HB_Focus_Element" valign="top" width="100%" background="" height="250" unselectable="off"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr unselectable="on" hb_tag="1"&gt;&lt;td style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;div id="hotbar_promo"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111500507723636630?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111500507723636630/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111500507723636630' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111500507723636630'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111500507723636630'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/05/this-labour-sunday.html' title='this labour sunday'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111469109393648165</id><published>2005-04-28T20:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.136-08:00</updated><title type='text'>my anesthatic</title><content type='html'>&lt;table id="HB_Mail_Container" height="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="100%" width="100%" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;td id="HB_Focus_Element" valign="top" width="100%" background="" height="250" unselectable="off"&gt;i finally found my best cure on earth!! haha. it's not those costly and useless tablets. it aint those unhelping medical equipments. it's music!! my dear dear guitar and drum set. plus my vocals!! haha. totally rocked cp music centre today with my band besties ; electric guitarist fiona sng ; bass guitarist chai lipkai and drummer mayleng aka you hui aka eehui. yay. hehe. today i was absent from school again marx. i reached school today when they were dismissed. hehe. went with my band besties for my guitar lessons. hehe. reached early and went home late. hahaha. we were the last to leave the centre. leaving only uncle victor or whatsoever waiting for us to get lost. haha. since we were the only ones left in that centre, we made hell lot of havoc in there. hehe. my voice's now so sexy. haha. sing until my voice broke. lolls. eehui was so darn pro in tha drum set. lipkai has to jiayou to become a pro in guitar worx. haha. and i must buck up in vocals too. lolls. suddenly fell for vocals now. haha. damn song in that room sia. having so much so much fun in there. yippee. hehe. and i realised i'm no longer sick when i'm enjoying myself. so high in there. hehe. love my band besties so much so much. lolls. gonna gambatte for life of controversy!! hehe. exams get lost quick!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr hb_tag="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;td style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;div id="hotbar_promo"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111469109393648165?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111469109393648165/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111469109393648165' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111469109393648165'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111469109393648165'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/my-anesthatic.html' title='my anesthatic'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111451647783358829</id><published>2005-04-26T19:54:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:26.031-08:00</updated><title type='text'>the stupid hot weather</title><content type='html'>urgh. i'm dying soon. haha. that darned weather. it's so darn hot man. omg. damn fucking uncomfortable in that small and humid classroom. it's worse when ms chua changed our seats. it's darn squeezy can. urgh. asked my mum to buy panadols. haha. tmr gonna eat like hell in class. haha. anyway. i lost my tie. dont know where the heck i left it. not sure whether i returned it to yinxiu or not. haha. i'm downright pathetic now lar. exams' coming in 8 days time. havent got my art preparation ready. never paid a single attention during home econs. haha. how?? today i was like so weak before recess. haha. stomach cramps, headaches. almost vomitted. same went to wenjia and kezia. haha. so i figured it must be the weather. lolls. when i went to the wow room for julia gabriels, i was so comfortable. haha. suddenly become so energetic. was hopping around the room. lolls. when i went back to the classroom, i got sick again. URGH. i'm hating the school!!! it's so so so darn hot lar!! cant they just build some more fans or rather, aircons instead? aiyohh. cheapskate ngiao school sia. haha.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111451647783358829?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111451647783358829/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111451647783358829' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111451647783358829'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111451647783358829'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/stupid-hot-weather.html' title='the stupid hot weather'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111416708229079824</id><published>2005-04-22T18:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:25.934-08:00</updated><title type='text'>busy friday</title><content type='html'>&lt;table id="HB_Mail_Container" height="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" width="100%" border="0" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr height="100%" unselectable="on" width="100%"&gt;&lt;td id="HB_Focus_Element" valign="top" width="100%" background="" height="250" unselectable="off"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;haha. so long never post le worx. anyone missed me? lolls. haha. todae was so busy. urgh. yesterday evening when my dear guitar lesson ended at around 1830, i pia back home to wash up and do a little bit of home econs theory. then at 2030, pia out to northpoint to meet wenjia to buy the things needed for home econs practical exam today. haha. by the time i reached home was like 2240? lolls. then threw the food into the fridge and went to bed. haha. this morning pia cab down to school with felicia and wenjia. was so darn pissed off by the stupid and rude driver. irresponsible sia. haha. after reading period we started our practical exam. haha. was so darn clumsy and buay steady. haha. pandemonium in there. thank God the school is still intact. haha. my table was like so messy sia. and that stupid stove just wouldnt budge. haha. couldnt on the fire. and when i finally did. i almost cried. haha. finally finished the practical and there's yet another thing to get busy about. haha. the fucking skit. was so darn pissed off by some people, but i managed not to get angry. hehe. lolls. after one period of english we were all crowded in the toilet, changing and making our hair neat. haha. shijia was so cute!! lolls. and fiona was so darn funny. haha. so daring sia. lolls. saman's group was so good. haha. jealous lerx. everyone did a great job lar. haha. thank goodness everything's finally over!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr unselectable="on" hb_tag="1"&gt;&lt;td style="FONT-SIZE: 1pt" height="1" unselectable="on"&gt;&lt;div id="hotbar_promo"&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111416708229079824?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111416708229079824/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111416708229079824' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111416708229079824'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111416708229079824'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/busy-friday.html' title='busy friday'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111356984663039469</id><published>2005-04-15T20:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:25.823-08:00</updated><title type='text'>jogathon 2005</title><content type='html'>had jogathon todae. urgh. to me it's just a waste of time. haha. had to wake up so darn early todae. i woke up at 0510!!! lolls. met my dear joyce and felicia at 0615. lolls. then went to tha market for breakfast. then took 76 to tha place. lolls. same bus as meow, yizong, shauhui and kim meng marx. then dont know who go play darhh mp3. haha. and the three of us were singing. lolls. then they also followed. omg. haha. their singing was like. okay. no comments. hahaha. =x. then went to east coast for jogathon. haha. we were using annette as our target. as long as we win her. we very happy lerx. hahaha. congrats to se eun and louise!! hehe. joshua not bad too worx. lolls. hmms. after dismissal, felicia, joyce, wenjia and me stayed back to play. haha. rented da bicycle. then a while later felicia and joyce went back home. left with wenjia and me. haha. we were sitting on da rock there. enjoying the strong waves. yay. so fun. hahaa. BUT. my hp's spoilt!!! urgh. what the fuck. and wenjia!!! it's not that it has no more battery lar!! lolls. darn suay sia. hmms. i try to fix it. haha. may God bless me. =). hmms. around 5+ like that we went outta tha place. haha. then we lost our way. omg. called rayner and smsed joshua for help. haha. in the end we took 135 and got outta that fucking place. lolls. alighted at amk station there. then took tha train back home. haha. reached home at 8+. lolls. imagine how long i had been out. haha. from 0545 till 2015. haha. and i'm so darn tired and sticky now. got myself tanned abit. but it's damn right unequal!! lolls. gonna go bath lerx. cya guys!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111356984663039469?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111356984663039469/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111356984663039469' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111356984663039469'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111356984663039469'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/jogathon-2005.html' title='jogathon 2005'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111322734332969262</id><published>2005-04-11T21:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:25.739-08:00</updated><title type='text'>ELECTRIC GUITAR!!</title><content type='html'>oh my god!! i'm lurhfing tha guitar darn darn darn loads!! yay. wanna get my very own collection of guitars. hehehe. gonna form tha band we were talking about. yay. four months. wanna pia. dont care. wanna wanna form tha band!! hehehe. and i'm falling in lurhfe with percussion too. hehe. tried it todae. damn fucking addicted to it. and ya. i can proudly say i've played an electric guitar before!! haha. gambatte!! my dear dear fiona and lipkai. gonna rock the world!!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111322734332969262?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111322734332969262/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111322734332969262' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111322734332969262'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111322734332969262'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/electric-guitar.html' title='ELECTRIC GUITAR!!'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111296102631367924</id><published>2005-04-08T19:50:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:25.633-08:00</updated><title type='text'>phs vball cgals'05</title><content type='html'>urgh. i dont know why. just have that sort of special feeling for phs vball team. will get nervous with them. will be happy for them. will feel proud of them. and it's not like just a feeling. i mean. it's a deep deep one. sometimes i really regret quitting vball. and that's how i'm feeling right now. come to think of it. last time when i pon. i was doing it really stubbornly. they called so many times to my house and handphone without stopping. called and called again. but i hecked. urgh. i was too much lerx larx. they did encourage me. and say things like you did well or will tell me where to improve on. once all of them confronted me. asking me not to pon all the time and not to quit. urgh. i should have listened!! they were so so so nice. i aint afraid of the tough practices. i quit just because of the players and the stupid notice board. there wasnt my name on it. hahas. stupid right? haiishh. nevermind larx. how i wish time could turn back. i wanna join back!! URGH.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111296102631367924?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111296102631367924/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111296102631367924' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111296102631367924'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111296102631367924'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/phs-vball-cgals05.html' title='phs vball cgals&apos;05'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9110208.post-111262054963957718</id><published>2005-04-04T21:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2006-11-14T06:26:25.546-08:00</updated><title type='text'>a fucking CURSE among us?</title><content type='html'>is there some sort of fucking curse among us? why does it seem like everyone's getting their turn? urgh. nobody's at fault. who to blame? nobody. 5 ppl got it. 7 ppl involved. 3 more to go. haiishh. suay or what? urgh.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/9110208-111262054963957718?l=shattered-paradise.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/feeds/111262054963957718/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=9110208&amp;postID=111262054963957718' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111262054963957718'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/9110208/posts/default/111262054963957718'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://shattered-paradise.blogspot.com/2005/04/fucking-curse-among-us.html' title='a fucking CURSE among us?'/><author><name>LADY`DYS'PHORIA</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
